its a must

[Cancún]

some one dont want to die at all, but have to do it like must to do it . even if dont want to , many people here want to die , i dont but i must im suffering this terrible psychiatric illnes irreversible but i must theres no other way idk if that make sense sorry if is stupid

 

[Tamazi 123]

I hear you I have the same problem

 

[Cancún]

like is logical because i dont have depresion or anything , i have emotional numbes i cant feel nothing im confortably numb so its a rational thing sorry again

 

[Living sucks]

like is logical because i dont have depresion or anything , i have emotional numbes i cant feel nothing im confortably numb so its a rational thing sorry again

I have read the numerous posts you have written and i understand you have immense troubles, i do as well, but what i keep reading is that you keep trying to take your life but you cannot do it. Even in great suffering some people cannot take their own life. If you cannot do this, then you must find another way to cope. It's not an easy thing to do. If it was i wouldn't be here now. I'm in immense struggles everyday but i have been unsuccessful taking my life so i suffer. It's horrific. All we can do is tell you we understand and sympathize but we can't help you find a way to take your life. That is only uo to you. Sorry i cannot help you better.

 

[Cancún]

[QUOTE = "Living apesta, publicación: 688514, miembro: 16585"]
He leído las numerosas publicaciones que has escrito y entiendo que tienes problemas inmensos, también lo hago, pero lo que sigo leyendo es que sigues intentando quitarte la vida pero no puedes hacerlo. Incluso con gran sufrimiento, algunas personas no pueden quitarse la vida. Si no puede hacer esto, entonces debe encontrar otra forma de hacer frente. No es una cosa fácil de hacer. Si lo fuera, no estaría aquí ahora. Estoy en inmensas luchas todos los días, pero no he tenido éxito en quitarme la vida, así que sufro. Es horrible Todo lo que podemos hacer es decirle que entendemos y simpatizamos, pero no podemos ayudarlo a encontrar una manera de quitarle la vida. Eso es solo para ti. Lo siento, no puedo ayudarte mejor.
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hace cuanto imtentas quitarte la vida
[QUOTE = "latinend, publicación: 688527, miembro: 17290"]
[CITA = "Living apesta, publicación: 688514, miembro: 16585"]
Él escuchó las últimas publicaciones que ha escrito y entiendo que tienes problemas inmensos, también lo hago, pero lo que sigo leyendo es que sigues intentando quitarte la vida pero no puedes hacerlo. Incluso con gran sufrimiento, algunas personas no pueden quitarse la vida. Si no puede hacer esto, entonces debe encontrar otra forma de hacer frente. No es una cosa fácil de hacer. Si lo fuera, no estaríamos aquí ahora. Estoy en inmensas luchas todos los días, pero no tuve éxito en quitarme la vida, así que sufro. Es horrible Todo lo que podemos hacer es decirle que entendemos y simpatizamos, pero no podemos ayudarlo a encontrar una manera de quitarle la vida. Eso es solo para ti. Lo siento, no puedo ayudarte mejor.
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hace cuanto imtentas quitarte la vida
[/CITAR]and im not sure of that . its the method the problem if i had a gun its over in a second . but hang its really dificult

 

[Living sucks]

And your family is watching so you're not going to get away with much.
There is jumping?

 

[Painpleasure]

What is the the problem OP?

 

[glitterproof]

like is logical because i dont have depresion or anything , i have emotional numbes i cant feel nothing im confortably numb so its a rational thing sorry again

I can't pretend to know your entire mental state, so this may not apply to you. Emotional numbness can very possibly be depression. Depression can go beyond being sad all the time, to the point where you just stop feeling. Nothing gives you joy and you just feel flat, almost like your emotions are two dimensional. I hope you've sought help or have plans to seek help, sometimes there's nothing that can correct a person but it's always worth exhausting every option because it can open up a world of opportunities. Safe travels friend

 

[Cancún]

well its not depresion , iv been castrated byr meds
it calls pssd

 

[not.happy201]

I hope that this is an acceptable answer to your thread. I think that there is nothing wrong with having PTSD from losing something that you have had for your whole life.. There is a process of habituation, in which, you would be able to maybe get used to your new life. However, this may take days, weeks, months or even years, before you will be feeling like yourself, again..

Maybe, try talking to someone who is/was in a similar situation like you? There are many millions of people like that (Including me.) I think that your body chemistry has somehow been negatively changed, and now you might be experiencing unpleasant thoughts, etc.

 

[s1mplem3]

Nobody want to die and want to be happy, but life sucks.

 

[Jjdval]

well its not depresion , iv been castrated byr meds
it calls pssd

Try researching poisonous plants in your area maybe. Or you could try to find some sodium nitrite, it's not very expensive.

 

[toomuchtimetodie]

Because alot of us don't want to die it doesn't mean we haven't been where you are. It's indescribable suffering, I hope you find your peace and somehow get help or whatever changes your situation, nobody deserves to feel that way but that's the world we live in.