It keeps getting harder to live

[Someplace_nice]

Everything is falling apart, I don't have sex often and if I do he never finishes, I am the only one cleaning, and I feel very alone. When I got my teeth pulled I told him that I would be out for a week at most so he'd have to do the cleaning, 3 days pass and he stops at the sound of me offering to help pick up. I wasn't fully better but I had to do the cleaning, my dad tells me that I should've expected that to happen since he works his ass of all day. My heater is broken and just won't work right even after he repaired it. My husband is dragging his feet on important stuff that could ruin us, but it's fine to him. I wasn't able to move very much most of the day and told him he'd have to do the chores, guess who actually did them, me. I can never catch a stupid break and if I do I'm the bad guy, no matter how much I beg, my husband just won't do important things for the house and I'm done. I am reaching my limit and I'm just gonna do some bad things. I don't give a fuck anymore.

 

[timf]

You might want to be careful seeing another person as the reason for everything bad. This can cause a blinding resentment such that no matter what the other person does, it is seen unjust. This can cause resentment to build into rage. Sometimes it can be helpful to let go of things that "need" to be done and let things drift to a less well maintained level. Sometimes this can motivate someone to help.

 

[In4rope]

Please don't make any hasty decisions u cant make bettwr later.