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Suicide: permanent solution to permanent problems
Feb 4, 2024
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Isn't it funny how the one genuine solution to permanent problems is so badmouthed by everyone? If you even express the desire to die by suicide, you're sent to a madhouse. Why is suicide so taboo? Does it undermine authority and power structures of the world if it is contagious and spreads? Do they offer a solution better than death? Well lets see…



Brain damaging mind frying "meds"?
Hmm, according to them it's better but what does your experience tell you? In reality it just dulled me and numbed me. Is life meant to be lived like this? Fuck no. At that point I would just be a walking corpse of a person.

Therapy? You mean yapping to someone about your problems but the problems never changing? People commonly say to get therapy but how much meaningful change comes from that? Isn't it just a psychiatry pipeline if you're not careful?

Staying in a psych ward? You mean being infantilised by a bunch of staff members and never being seen the same by people around you anymore? Being belittled and dehumanised? Having my freedoms taken?

Judge for yourself which solution is better. I am biased of course because of my bad experiences. Have any of these alternatives adequately quelled suicide rates? I don't think so. If it worked for one person surely they would spread the good word? People usually don't.

Why do psych wards not allow you to take patient's contact details? Is it because nobody truly heals and instead they fall to suicide? Is it because the effect is contagious?

Is there really any help out there? Personally i would say no. I think the only way I can help myself at this point is hanging myself. Im of the opinion that nobody can save me but myself
 
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Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
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I 100% agree with your assertion on psych wards. The food is terrible, the staff even more so, it is 10:30pm Walter get your feet off the floor and in bed NOW! We better not see you out of your room before 6am or else, got it!

I was so belittled and put down that it was not even a comedy of errors.

That is where SaSu comes into play, as we are ALL in this together and we can help each other.

Lots of well wishes and bright blue sunny skies to you, my good friend.

Walter
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, I'd personally never wish to exist in this horrific world where suffering is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I see so much cruelty in how there's no acceptance towards the personal choice to permanently cease existing even know this existence was imposed in the first place. I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this existence just to be tortured by old age and die anyway, non-existence is all that's positive for me, it'd solve everything for me, a permanent solution to prevent all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I never would had chosen is all I hope for.
 
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