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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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After my failed OD last night, is there anything some could recommend from there that has a good chance of doing the job. After taking 2000mg pressed oxy, a ridiculous amount of benzos and alcohol, I am deeply discouraged. Hate the idea of using a gun as they visual would forever be stuck in my loved ones memories forever. Any help would be appreciated
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
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There are some members who wants to ctb with meth, idk if that would work though
 
OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
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After my failed OD last night, is there anything some could recommend from there that has a good chance of doing the job. After taking 2000mg pressed oxy, a ridiculous amount of benzos and alcohol, I am deeply discouraged. Hate the idea of using a gun as they visual would forever be stuck in my loved ones memories forever. Any help would be appreciated
A lot of people would kill to be in your position, if you have access to a gun - ha.

You could always try to minimise the appearance factor - for example, by placing a big bucket or bag around your head, and leaving a note requesting loved ones not to look
 

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