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SpiderLink

SpiderLink

they/them
Apr 3, 2023
362
Currently I don't feel anything, but I have moments where I'm like "this is so hopeless, why am I like this? Why can't I get better" and then other times, I'll be having a full on breakdown. It's like I'm used to how I feel, it's nothing new, but sometimes it'll really affect me and some times it doesnt. Maybe I'm just overthinking this idk
 
ToTheTwillight

ToTheTwillight

Experienced
May 19, 2023
245
Nah you not being weird, you just having swings in your thoughts, it's normal to kind of drift from thinking or feeling something from one end to another. I guess if there is a term for it, you are feeling 'ambivalent'
 
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SpiderLink

SpiderLink

they/them
Apr 3, 2023
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Nah you not being weird, you just having swings in your thoughts, it's normal to kind of drift from thinking or feeling something from one end to another. I guess if there is a term for it, you are feeling 'ambivalent'
Alright that's good to know
 

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