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Terrible_Life_99

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Is my plan good enough?
I'll choose a Friday, my mother and my little brother will leave the house at 5:15PM and my other brother at 4:30PM and I'll tell
him to come back at 9PM because I want to clean the house. My dad will go at 11:30AM and will come back home the other day.
So I'll have the home for me from 5:15PM till 8PM. The moment my mom and little brother will leave, I'll barricade the house door with a door security bar, then I'll put my suicide clothes on, black pant with a white shirt. Then I'll attach my knots on my wood beam. I'll use a constrictor knot with many convolutions for the beam and a poachers knot with a stopper knot for the noose. At 6PM I'll drink my last drink, a full glass of Single Malt Scotch, then I'll go to my wood beam. I'll climb the ladder and I'll put the nose below my adams apple and then I'll say: finally this nightmare will end, then I'll hang for at least 1 hour and 30 minutes .
 
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Interesting knot, the Poachers knot, it is self-adjusting when applying weight so it looks good.

Maybe I would put the ligatute under the jaw. It is a softer area and easier for the rope to penetrate.

📌 'How to locate the carotid arteries?'
 
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Is my plan good enough?
I'll choose a Friday, my mother and my little brother will leave the house at 5:15PM and my other brother at 4:30PM and I'll tell
him to come back at 9PM because I want to clean the house. My dad will go at 11:30AM and will come back home the other day.
So I'll have the home for me from 5:15PM till 8PM. The moment my mom and little brother will leave, I'll barricade the house door with a door security bar, then I'll put my suicide clothes on, black pant with a white shirt. Then I'll attach my knots on my wood beam. I'll use a constrictor knot with many convolutions for the beam and a poachers knot with a stopper knot for the noose. At 6PM I'll drink my last drink, a full glass of Single Malt Scotch, then I'll go to my wood beam. I'll climb the ladder and I'll put the nose below my adams apple and then I'll say: finally this nightmare will end, then I'll hang for at least 1 hour and 30 minutes .

The Poacher's Knot is a good choice. Based on my tests, it works well. A stopper knot is always a good idea. Adding one has no drawbacks. It can also make the Poacher's Knot lose less height as it settles in under load.

However, the Constrictor Knot is not primarily designed for tying ropes to anchor points, so I would re-consider that. Its main use is for tying loose materials together or for tying up the end of a sack. I would recommend one of the following knots instead:
  • Round Turn & Two Half Hitches. You can add one extra Half Hitch or a stopper knot as well.
  • Anchor Hitch. You can add an extra Half Hitch or a stopper knot as well.
  • Running Bowline. Quite secure if tied correctly, but you can add a stopper knot at the loose end of the Bowline Knot for extra safety.
  • Tying a small Figure 8 Loop at the end of the rope, and looping the rope around the beam by pulling it through the small Figure 8 Loop.
Regarding knot position, I agree with JasiBel; I think, it's better above the Adam's Apple. It won't press on your trachea, which can be painful. Also, if it's full suspension (although you didn't specify), the rope will likely slide up anyway, which again, can be painful and might damage your Adam's apple. But all in all, if everything else is right, rope position is probably not the most important factor. If you prefer it below the Adam's apple, it'll probably work.
 
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LastDayOnEarth

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Didn't know about these knots, ill add them to my list
 
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Terrible_Life_99

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Hey guys, sorry of course I meant that during my full suspended hanging I'll put the rope above my adams apple, but there is this problem, every time when I try to posit the rope above my adams apple the rope goes down automatically until its extremely near the adams apple but still little bit over it. What should I do?
 
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Hey guys, sorry of course I meant that during my full suspended hanging I'll put the rope above my adams apple, but there is this problem, every time when I try to posit the rope above my adams apple the rope goes down automatically until its extremely near the adams apple but still little bit over it. What should I do?
Before leaving the ladder, I would tighten the knot (behind the neck) as tightly as possible. That way, you don't run the risk of it shifting its position during "the fall", or that the knot gets stuck. You can even use one of your hands to hold it in position.
I wouldn't jump off the ladder either; it would be more like stepping on the air and falling. A less abrupt movement.

Have you tested your rope? Does it slide well with the knot you chose?
 
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Before leaving the ladder, I would tighten the knot (behind the neck) as tightly as possible. That way, you don't run the risk of it shifting its position during "the fall", or that the knot gets stuck. You can even use one of your hands to hold it in position.
I wouldn't jump off the ladder either; it would be more like stepping on the air and falling. A less abrupt movement.

Have you tested your rope? Does it slide well with the knot you chose?
Hey, yes I've tested the rope, also them wood beam and both work perfectly. I just need to learn how to step from the ladder. At step 3 I have to go down. I'm very afraid of that one final act , leaving the ladder. I know its just 10-15 seconds if done correctly but we'll come lets say 1 hour after my hanging when I'm completely gone? Will I see my Body from outside as a soul or something? It's terrifying because no body knows exactly what will happen after dead…
 

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