Is it easier to drink SN than pulling a trigger?

[sanctionme93]

Tried CO but the room was probably too big and not sealed enough, tried gun but couldn't get myself to pull the trigger, got some potassium nitrite on the way tho hopefully I can take some benzos then chug it before I drift to sleep

 

[Liebestod]

Or just do both, when you drink it you'll realize you'll have no other option as it's already too late. So you might as well pull the trigger.

 

[sanctionme93]

Yea might do that but was hoping for it to be less messy for whoever finds me

 

[traingirl]

Tried CO but the room was probably too big and not sealed enough, tried gun but couldn't get myself to pull the trigger, got some potassium nitrite on the way tho hopefully I can take some benzos then chug it before I drift to sleep

If It's from WFE it doesn't work

 

[TheHolySword]

I don't know. But after having failed SN (most likely purity issues), I know that I wouldn't be able to attempt it again. That taste still lingers over 2 weeks later. I feel it must be easier to pull the trigger now that I feel my options are running out.

 

[sanctionme93]

I don't know. But after having failed SN (most likely purity issues), I know that I wouldn't be able to attempt it again. That taste still lingers over 2 weeks later. I feel it must be easier to pull the trigger now that I feel my options are running out.

Was it sodium nitrite or nitrate? I accidentally ordered nitrate when I first tried but luckily I was able to return it lol

 

[TheHolySword]

Was it sodium nitrite or nitrate? I accidentally ordered nitrate when I first tried but luckily I was able to return it lol

It was nitrite

 

[sanctionme93]

It was nitrite

Dang that worries me then did u have any long term effects? How many grams did u take?

 

[TheHolySword]

Dang that worries me then did u have any long term effects? How many grams did u take?

No long term affects after 2 weeks. 30g. I think I was just scammed and it wasn't high enough purity.

 

[Forveleth]

I do not think one method is particularly easier than the other. People think guns make everything easy but I have seen a few threads here where people just could not pull the trigger. On the other hand, people here have also not been able to drink SN. I think it ia more about where you are mentally going into your attempt than the method.

 

[sanctionme93]

I do not think one method is particularly easier than the other. People think guns make everything easy but I have seen a few threads here where people just could not pull the trigger. On the other hand, people here have lao not been able to drink SN. I think it ia more about where you are mentally going into your attempt than the method.

Yea that makes sense. I tell myself it's because with the gun I don't know 100% if I'll hit the right part of the brain to end me instantly and the thought of even for a few seconds dealing with the aftermath is terrifying. I will see if I can do it once I have the SN tho

 

[Mooncry]

I've tried three times now to drink my SN and I always get stuck staring at the cup and can't bring myself to do it. For me, the fear is pretty petrifying. Fear of death is gonna take a lot of willpower to overcome either way. There really doesn't seem to be an easy way out. :/

Not saying the experience will be the same for you, but just be prepared for a lot of "holy shit, I actually have to drink this now, oh god, oh god, oh shit," inner monologue.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I've never attempted, but I gotta say, I could drink a poison. No problemo. Even if there's some discomfort like with SN. N? Oh baby. Easy peasy.

 

[sanctionme93]

I've never attempted, but I gotta say, I could drink a poison. No problemo. Even if there's some discomfort like with SN. N? Oh baby. Easy peasy.

I thought the same lol but when faced with the unknown you really start to think twice

 

[Unknown21]

I do not think one method is particularly easier than the other. People think guns make everything easy but I have seen a few threads here where people just could not pull the trigger. On the other hand, people here have also not been able to drink SN. I think it ia more about where you are mentally going into your attempt than the method.

Agreed

I've tried three times now to drink my SN and I always get stuck staring at the cup and can't bring myself to do it. For me, the fear is pretty petrifying. Fear of death is gonna take a lot of willpower to overcome either way. There really doesn't seem to be an easy way out. :/

Not saying the experience will be the same for you, but just be prepared for a lot of "holy shit, I actually have to drink this now, oh god, oh god, oh shit," inner monologue.

Exactly, dying is never easy regardless of the method.

I thought the same lol but when faced with the unknown you really start to think twice

I felt the same way too, it's like i was delusional i could drink it lol.

 

[kunikuzushi]

I think drinking SN will be easier because the physical act of drinking something isn't scary. However, the minutes after, waiting to die is what scares the hell out of me.

 

[android]

I think drinking SN will be easier because the physical act of drinking something isn't scary. However, the minutes after, waiting to die is what scares the hell out of me.

I worry that I will call someone

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I vote for SN, but think timing and mindset are the determining factors. If I had the means when I needed a year ago, I most probably would've used it (even a gun if I had access). By the time I got SN, a lot changed, so I believe timing has to be aligned with mindset and means. When that happens, I see myself being more in control and at ease with SN, as opposed to a gun.

 

[android]

I vote for SN, but think timing and mindset are the determining factors. If I had the means when I needed a year ago, I most probably would've used it (even a gun if I had access). By the time I got SN, a lot changed, so I believe timing has to be aligned with mindset and means. When that happens, I see myself being more in control and at ease with SN, as opposed to a gun.

Dont you think its easier to jump. Nothing can go wrong. Before you jump instead of standing on the sides just act like youre sitting on the rooftop so theres no prep. (Maybe rooftop table or something).

Listening to sacred choral music might be enough to comfort we well while jumping

 

[blacksand]

Gun with a hair trigger

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Dont you think its easier to jump. Nothing can go wrong

Not for me no, I see SN as more peaceful, and easier I think to book into a hotel than to find a building, make myself jump and crash down to the pavement. I've seen more successful SN attempts compared to jumping here, and while anything can go wrong with either method, I'm more comfortable with the idea of consuming something as opposed to causing outward trauma to my body.

 

[ih34rty0u]

i think it's definitely easier to overcome SI when drinking SN since your brain knows it doesn't kill you right away

 

[android]

Not for me no, I see SN as more peaceful, and easier I think to book into a hotel than to find a building, make myself jump and crash down to the pavement. I've seen more successful SN attempts compared to jumping here, and while anything can go wrong with either method, I'm more comfortable with the idea of consuming something as opposed to causing outward trauma to my body.

How can you fail jumping from a 25 story building unless you time it wrong

 

[ChamberOfEchoes]

Staying there thinking while something in your gut does its job of suffocating your cells. No, for goodness sake. Better a gunshot than have it all gone in a second.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

How can you fail jumping from a 25 story building unless you time it wrong

You can fail to take the leap if your mindset is not right, and I think for me it would be easier to drink something than to jump off a building. Method is a personal choice, and the more comfortable we are with it, the greater our chances at success imo. I've never looked at jumping for myself, and 25 stories sounds good, but this is what came up in a quick search:

Nonfatal attempts in these situations can have severe consequences including paralysis, organ damage, broken bones and lifelong pain.[3][4] People have survived falls from buildings as high as 47 floors (500-feet/152.4 metres).[5] Most think that jumping will lead to an instant death. However, in many cases, death is not instant.[4]

Suicide by jumping from height - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

 

[android]

You can fail to take the leap if your mindset is not right, and I think for me it would be easier to drink something than to jump off a building. Method is a personal choice, and the more comfortable we are with it, the greater our chances at success imo. I've never looked at jumping for myself, and 25 stories sounds good, but this is what came up in a quick search:

Nonfatal attempts in these situations can have severe consequences including paralysis, organ damage, broken bones and lifelong pain.[3][4] People have survived falls from buildings as high as 47 floors (500-feet/152.4 metres).[5] Most think that jumping will lead to an instant death. However, in many cases, death is not instant.[4]

Suicide by jumping from height - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

I fucking hate this prison planet
It's so hard to kill yourself to leave
It's a cage of our own minds
I just wish the stupid pieces of shit who are too dumb to see the truth would stop forcing us to stay here with them. We would still have N with us. I cant even find SN apart from that one website that comes up in Yd mkt UA but it doesn't ship to America. I just want to fly fo peru and do it myself but then it would scare my parents . I dont know why I give a fuck about those stupid breeders anyways they're rhe root cause of a my suffering because the selfish fucks BIRTHED me to fill their own void. Fucking selfish breeding cu ts all of them

 

[copioushopelessness]

No long term affects after 2 weeks. 30g. I think I was just scammed and it wasn't high enough purity.

What did you feel? Were you really sick?

 

[noriaki]

How can you fail jumping from a 25 story building unless you time it wrong

It might be very traumatic for people down

 

[thefarter]

Ok so. i think pulling a trigger would be really hard for me. though if i was super far gone and potentially overthinking about all my reasons, (and ive got the right technique, making sure the bullet doesn't get lodged in some bone in my skull and im left alive ) i could do it. BUT when you're at that point where you've got nothing to hold on to/for, and u are pretty much .. overthinking how nothing will ever get better, and there's no moving on from what happened, sodium nitrite is pretty chill to drink imo. it's just the taste and nausea that gets to you and makes you cringe and gag lol

 

[Captive_Mind515]

i think it's definitely easier to overcome SI when drinking SN since your brain knows it doesn't kill you right away

For me, this would be the opposite. Something that isn't fast and highly lethal makes me very nervous. But I guess we're all a bit different.

The thing I would say in favour of SN, is that I have seen a surprising lack of stories where people survived and had severe consequences like damage to their organs or something. Even though it is technically possible for this substance to do that sort of damage. And I'm sure if these people existed in significant numbers, the pro-lifers would pounce on those stories very quickly as a way of attacking this community. I think that is a factor compared with other methods and I guess why people feel less scared about using it.