Is it a scary thing for someone killing themself?

[Can'tStandAnymore]

I'm already have to cope with the facts that my suicide will ruin my family. But that aside, I'm legit scared from leaving this world. I actually do not want to die, but the brain disease I have makes it impossible to live my life. I need some encouragment, I know that loss of one person in the world is not a big deal. How do people success this? How do they even attempt?

 

[jgm63]

If you can get better, and avoid CTB, then that would be the best solution.

If you decide to CTB, which is your decision to make, then it will be okay.
You will be well looked after, and will go to a better place.

But you have to make the decision for yourself, and you have to take the action, if you decide that is what you want.

There are plenty of resources on this site to research a peaceful method.

You could also watch videos of spiritual teacher, Barry Long :

Spoiler: Barry Long | Seeing Through Death (Facing the Fact Without Fear)

 

[GerMann]

There are plenty of resources on this site to research a peaceful method.
This sounds nearly romantic, but does it show the realistic facts for you?
I don't have a deadly illness yet, but my live gives my no joy and I suffer really hart with several bad symptoms.
I feel like I have no other Choice, can't Sleep, almost everything I eat makes my gut hurt. I sweating abnormal, my brain get sick...
So I looking for an exit Solution, knowing my religios family will never understand me, like there is everytime an easy wonderhealing available. Which is not possible, would need several wonders at the same time.
Sorry for interrupt this threat. For some of us it is a desperat fight - not a peaceful option.

 

[jgm63]

There are plenty of resources on this site to research a peaceful method.
This sounds nearly romantic, but does it show the realistic facts for you?
I don't have a deadly illness yet, but my live gives my no joy and I suffer really hart with several bad symptoms.
I feel like I have no other Choice, can't Sleep, almost everything I eat makes my gut hurt. I sweating abnormal, my brain get sick...
So I looking for an exit Solution, knowing my religios family will never understand me, like there is everytime an easy wonderhealing available. Which is not possible, would need several wonders at the same time.
Sorry for interrupt this threat. For some of us it is a desperat fight - not a peaceful option.

Yes, I understand. There can be a lot of suffering in this existence.

When we use the term "peaceful method", we are talking about a way of dying that has the minimum of pain.

But obviously, in the meantime, until you decide to take that final action, then of course, you are having to deal with your circumstances, which may not be peaceful.
Is there anything that could help your situation in the meantime ?
Can the doctors give you some medication to help with some of your conditions ?