Is here somebody that could help me a bit?

[Lady black]

I plan to go by full suspension hanging. I´ve tried it before and know it is not painful. But some here and in the whole internet say that it will be so painful, you will hang in agony for about 10 minutes and other fairy tales.
I want to show the world, that it is not painful. So when I will hang myself, I plan do live stream it. I would do that on a private channel. I wish to find a trustworthy person, that takes the video from the private channel and post it here. I will show which knot I use and how I place the noose and so on.
Is there anybody trustworthy that would post the video of my hanging here?

 

[watereyes]

Hi, if it's not against the rules, I can do it for you.

 

[Гууу]

Not answering your question, but my neck burns about 24h after my attempts. Hope you'll found the person you can trust in.

 

[Lady black]

It would be easier for me if the person also understands the german language, that´s one point I should mention.
And my neck hurt for a few days after my hanging attempt... It is normal

 

[Taki]

Live-streaming a suicide is repulsive.

 

[Lady black]

There are enough people here that watched videos of their methods just to know what will happen. If it´s nothing you would watch it´s ok, but I´m sure there are many people that would watch it helping with their method-decision.

 

[Frt]

Me too I want to use a total hanging, I will be interested by the video and the method

 

[m00nl1ght]

I would do it but you know the German laws and I don´t want to be charged with anything

 

[Lady black]

I understand that, maybe it would be better if anybody that would do that for me contacts me via PM

 

[Mr2005]

Here's the thing. Would someone be more likely to watch it if they liked you or didn't? You might not care but I do. Talk about being objectified and reduced to a piece of meat and I get hate just for looking at camgirls.

 

[Lady black]

Anybody?