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voidblankmore1

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Mar 10, 2026
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Personally I'm probably daydreaming like 90% of the time that I'm awake. It's a great escape from reality but I think it just makes me even more suicidal since I'd rather be dead than not live the life I've been imagining for years.
 
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SpacingOut

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Mar 2, 2026
14
I can relate, I'm probably daydreaming more often than I'm not. It takes a lot to get me to snap out of it. I'm diagnosed with ADHD, so that might be a contributing factor, but I sometimes feel like everything I do is just pure autopilot. Just going through the motions while imagining a better life in a body other than mine.
 
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voidblankmore1

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Mar 10, 2026
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I can relate, I'm probably daydreaming more often than I'm not. It takes a lot to get me to snap out of it. I'm diagnosed with ADHD, so that might be a contributing factor, but I sometimes feel like everything I do is just pure autopilot. Just going through the motions while imagining a better life in a body other than mine.
I definetly relate on the whole "imagining a life in a body other than mine". Weirdly all my daydreams consist of OC's and not a self insert of myself.
 
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SpacingOut

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Mar 2, 2026
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I definetly relate on the whole "imagining a life in a body other than mine". Weirdly all my daydreams consist of OC's and not a self insert of myself.
That, or creating a perfect version of yourself. Though I guess those usually are OC's and favorite characters tbh... It's gotten so far that I catch myself remembering things or imagining future meetings and such and I forget that I'm NOT another person, yk?
 
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voidblankmore1

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Mar 10, 2026
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That, or creating a perfect version of yourself. Though I guess those usually are OC's and favorite characters tbh... It's gotten so far that I catch myself remembering things or imagining future meetings and such and I forget that I'm NOT another person, yk?
Oh my god fr! I genuinely get jump scared when I look in the mirror and I'm not the super hot talented version of myself and in fact just a below average girl. I also definitely get the remembering things bit like sometimes I find myself remembering old daydreams like real memories that happened and affected me.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Yup. 👋
 
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Useless Idiot

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Jan 24, 2026
17
Me. But reality is too intolerable. It has made me suicidal. I cant even imagine of living in the reality. But this maladaptive daydreaming is causing too trouble. I have upcoming exams, but I cant focus on studies.
 
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BeanCurd

Hysterical and useless
Dec 8, 2025
59
Yes! Mine isn't as severe as it was, but I've been a maladaptive daydreamer for most of my life. I try not to hate on it too much, it's got me through some Times™️
 
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Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
90
Used to be one as a kid. It eventually stopped. Might be because I went on meds idk. I try so hard to daydream sometimes and I can't anymore. I miss my happy place...
 
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aesthetic

forever young
Feb 28, 2026
35
i daydream about many things, especially when i listen to music.
 
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