Discussion Is anybody else bothered about the people who'd be happy once you're dead ?

[deadzombie6]

My parents are super abusive honestly they wouldn't even care if i die and would be happy , for some reason this stops me from killing myself . I live out of spite despite my parents always pushing me to the edge . I want to die i really do but somehow thinking of all the people family and likewise who'd be happy seeing me dead keeps me alive but I'm so exhausted i just want to die but this stops me . I have parents who want me dead , they tell me everytime that they want me dead and even cousins who have bullied me and asked me to die , so somewhere im just stuck living here but I wish I could die . Anybody else bothered about such people ?.

 

[just_a_guy]

If I don't exist, I can't care.

 

[Maxwell_Edison]

Shouldn't bother you. Once you are dead it wouldn't matter what goes on here, you shouldn't care maybe get to CPS if you can.

 

[woodlandcreature]

more bothered about all the people who know me who won't give a shit. i won't be able to care about that when im dead though.

 

[Rust]

When I wake up in the mornings, it bothers me that they've pushed me to the edge and that they'll get away with it and not care. When night time comes around, I'm too tired to care and just want to leave everything behind and die. Thus far, I've lived out of spite. But maybe I also have the vain hope that things will get better one day.

 

[itsgone2]

There are likely people that will say, good riddance. Oh well. They won and I lost. I should have been better.

 

[Dejected 55]

Most people won't notice for more than five minutes, and even those people might not know I'm gone until months afterward.

IF I had anyone who would be thrilled by my death, I don't know about them... and since I'll be dead, I honestly do not care.

 

[deadzombie6]

When I wake up in the mornings, it bothers me that they've pushed me to the edge and that they'll get away with it and not care. When night time comes around, I'm too tired to care and just want to leave everything behind and die. Thus far, I've lived out of spite. But maybe I also have the vain hope that things will get better one day.

I feel you . This is exactly what I feel sometimes , i hope you do get well soon (:

Shouldn't bother you. Once you are dead it wouldn't matter what goes on here, you shouldn't care maybe get to CPS if you can.

In my country there's no CPS . But yes you're kinda right , once dead nothing should truly matter

 

[Ligottian]

This reminds me of a panel of cartoons I once saw. I only remember two. In one, the suicide's "friends" are laughing. One says "Thank God he's dead!". In another, his girlfriend is crying and saying "Now it might be weeks before I have sex again".

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm such a pessimist. I think this world can be an awful place so- it doesn't upset me that I'm leaving those sorts of people behind- they deserve one another. Maybe they'll feel a sense of satisfaction if I CTB. But then, I doubt they'll get through the rest of their lives unscathed. I tend to agree with that line in the last 'Harry Potter'- 'Don't pity the dead. Pity the living.'