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drmihilo

drmihilo

desperate
Jul 30, 2022
90
Has anyone encountered this? What could it be?

I have something going on with my personality.... Emotional instability, hyper fixation on thoughts and ideas (often not very positive). I want to die, but I'm afraid. Want to live, but afraid. Always on the lookout for things. Bloody boredom.

That's what I can describe in words. But what I really feel is very abstract, and I don't know how to describe it objectively.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
Sounds like anxiety. Personally some meds helped me with it, Zoloft to be precise. Can you talk about it with a professional maybe? I wish you peace in whatever you decide.
 

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