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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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It just takes away any fight I may have had. There's no reason for it. Why can't our bodies just sleep.

What's the point of life anyway? We're here for different reasons but ultimately suicide bonds us. We don't fully care about life, or something like that. Our bodies should just quit, not awake to torture
 
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Macedonian1987

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Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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When you say it feels like "torture" to wake up, that's a massive amount of pain to carry. It makes total sense that you'd look at sleep as the only real escape. Honestly, it's okay to admit that life feels pointless right now. You don't have to "find the silver lining" or "stay positive" when you're feeling this hollow. Sometimes life just sucks, and pretending otherwise is exhausting in itself :aw:
 
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itsgone2

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Honestly, it's okay to admit that life feels pointless right now.
I agree. I just don't understand insomnia. Everything is just worse now. I'm so sick of it. It feels like my brain is bleeding
 
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