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been_there

been_there

Life cares only for itself.
Jun 5, 2019
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It all meant nothing in the end
Nothing. At. All.

Children? Nothing.
Lovers, Nothing.
Friends? Nothing.
Health? We all suffer.
Loyalty? Ha! For the birds.
Family? Not a thing.
Not one single, solitary, fucking thing.

Those closest took my communication.
My words, my love, my naive idiocy.
My very soul.

Hacked them, cracked them and stole them.
Convinced everyone they were doing it for me
The fools! It was all for themselves!
So clever in their destruction.
Self-righteous in their evil.

I had nothing when I started.
I had nothing when I ended.
Neat in't-it?
Meat weren't-it?
Suckle at-tit?
Social-mobility meat-grinder.
Spurting naught but sausage, confined to guts.

Yet, they did it 'cos they had to.
What else was there?
Original vengeance for ill-conceived slight?
Original sin, for faux-believed spite?
Took my kindness.
Stole my industry.
Demonstrated contempt for undying loyalty?
Such is life.
My succour unjustly despised.

So be careful of those who live as if they have nothing.
To maintain they need company
Whatever it takes.
They'll suck up your worthy empathy
And so it goes.
Vampires know not of remorse.

Good luck to all here.
Grinders, meat, skin, flesh and intent.
Life eh?
Aren't we the lucky ones?
Better to have lived than not to have lived at all.
Is scum's ultimate excuse for sin.
 
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