In immense pain, going to down all my medication at once, don’t care about the outcome as long as I have the slightest chance of never waking up again

[littlemushroom]

Have quetiapine, fluoxetine, propranolol and lorazepam. Can't physically speak anymore, can barely move. Want it to be all over. At least the sense that it could be, just need my dad to leave my room for 5 minutes so I can. Wish me luck, everyone

 

[DoubleUp8]

Don't do that. The probability that you will die is close to zero and you probably end up in hospital psych ward

 

[littlemushroom]

Then what do I do? I want it all to stop so badly.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Have quetiapine, fluoxetine, propranolol and lorazepam. Can't physically speak anymore, can barely move. Want it to be all over. At least the sense that it could be, just need my dad to leave my room for 5 minutes so I can. Wish me luck, everyone

It's horrible what you are going through. Nobody can understand how bad extreme pain and extreme torture can get and how it can happen to anyone

If these morons would realize that even if they had 1% chance of 1/1000th the pain they would kill themselves today.

It's beyond evil these monsters have stolen everyone's right to escape excruciating pain and extreme torture.

 

[sugarh1gh]

I don't know if you have done it, but I hope you didn't suffer. I wish you good luck, peace, and freedom.

 

[littlemushroom]

Then what do I do? I want it all to stop so badly

I don't know if you have done it, but I hope you didn't suffer. I wish you good luck, peace, and freedom.

thank you, that is very kind. unfortunately, I am still very much here