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jojobanana

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Oct 8, 2023
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What kind of questions do they ask? What are good enough responses. Will they ask where I got it from? What if I tell them I don't remember or if i straight up say I don't want to tell them. Can I say I just wanted to cure meat. Will they force me to hand it over to them even if i say no. Can they search for it? Will my recent attempt in november give them reason to detain me.

i'm also curious about possible travel. i live here currently. I plan to CTB. having my SN makes me feel more comfortable knowing i have the opportunity to use it whenever. i could be moving to Ireland. but i want to keep it. what are the risks..
 
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myattempt

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Dec 27, 2025
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First hand lemme tell you I had this happen to me - any sort of mh record your fucked - I got sectioned
Don't try to import sn anymore if you're in the UK it's not worth it
 
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jojobanana

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Oct 8, 2023
109
First hand lemme tell you I had this happen to me - any sort of mh record your fucked - I got sectioned
Don't try to import sn anymore if you're in the UK it's not worth it
please can you tell me more? what happened when you were sectioned.
 
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myattempt

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Dec 27, 2025
38
Yh but the police literally lied and said they were arresting me and put me in the back of the police car with my mum and went to the local police station and dropped off their female colleague and (probably to write paperwork - it was close to their shift finishing) then dropped me at the hospital so I was confused when the triage nurse asked what do I need help with - keep in mind atp the one of the 2 officers is still with me and I asked can I leave and they both stayed silent and then I asked what would happen if I left and then they put me a section 136 (they can do that if you're in public only) and then they did the assessment and sectioned me it was the same doctor who sectioned me last time - and the male police officer was being so aggressive for no reason and I was covered in bruises it wasn't even like I was running out of the hospital I walked out - yh so don't buy sn if you're importing it - I also have a official letter from the police saying they can get a search warrant and arrest me if I try to import sn it's a specific law you break ig when you import it
Oh yh if I didn't mention it was border patrol that warned the police since they're literally seizing everything without proper documentation - since it's costing them close to nothing to do since they couldn't get ss taken down as a whole
People without a mh history in the uk are still being able to get sn and keep it but they usually are getting welfare checks from the police but they're easily able to talk their way out of it
 
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scordatura

there's nothing left
Sep 12, 2025
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Yh but the police literally lied and said they were arresting me and put me in the back of the police car with my mum and went to the local police station and dropped off their female colleague and (probably to write paperwork - it was close to their shift finishing) then dropped me at the hospital so I was confused when the triage nurse asked what do I need help with - keep in mind atp the one of the 2 officers is still with me and I asked can I leave and they both stayed silent and then I asked what would happen if I left and then they put me a section 136 (they can do that if you're in public only) and then they did the assessment and sectioned me it was the same doctor who sectioned me last time - and the male police officer was being so aggressive for no reason and I was covered in bruises it wasn't even like I was running out of the hospital I walked out - yh so don't buy sn if you're importing it - I also have a official letter from the police saying they can get a search warrant and arrest me if I try to import sn it's a specific law you break ig when you import it
Oh yh if I didn't mention it was border patrol that warned the police since they're literally seizing everything without proper documentation - since it's costing them close to nothing to do since they couldn't get ss taken down as a whole
People without a mh history in the uk are still being able to get sn and keep it but they usually are getting welfare checks from the police but they're easily able to talk their way out of it
That's really scary, And in no way can I imagine that even helped you :(
 
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jojobanana

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Oct 8, 2023
109
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Yh but the police literally lied and said they were arresting me and put me in the back of the police car with my mum and went to the local police station and dropped off their female colleague and (probably to write paperwork - it was close to their shift finishing) then dropped me at the hospital so I was confused when the triage nurse asked what do I need help with - keep in mind atp the one of the 2 officers is still with me and I asked can I leave and they both stayed silent and then I asked what would happen if I left and then they put me a section 136 (they can do that if you're in public only) and then they did the assessment and sectioned me it was the same doctor who sectioned me last time - and the male police officer was being so aggressive for no reason and I was covered in bruises it wasn't even like I was running out of the hospital I walked out - yh so don't buy sn if you're importing it - I also have a official letter from the police saying they can get a search warrant and arrest me if I try to import sn it's a specific law you break ig when you import it
Oh yh if I didn't mention it was border patrol that warned the police since they're literally seizing everything without proper documentation - since it's costing them close to nothing to do since they couldn't get ss taken down as a whole
People without a mh history in the uk are still being able to get sn and keep it but they usually are getting welfare checks from the police but they're easily able to talk their way out of it
i've never heard this happening before thanks for sharing your story. i'm sorry this happened to you:( it's stories like this im looking for because some people on here have said they've been able to keep it during a welfare check but i have an awful feeling i wont be so lucky so im thinking of ways to protect myself if things go wrong. they were very sneaky taking you out of the house to threaten a section because it's easier to do when you're in a public place. it might have been different if you were able to stay at home?
i'm not too sure because i feel like they can just come up with reasons to get you to comply…
 
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Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
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I have a mental health history with the police. Been 136'd multiple times and arrested. I ordered SN from dsl and it got seized. I had a visit from the police, and I said to them it was for suicide, and they just referred me to the crisis team, who then basically instantly discharged me. I ordered SN from another source, and it arrived. The police came around again to get me to sign a form so they could destroy the dsl SN. He asked me if I had ordered anymore and I fully confessed and said I had 500g, and he didn't do anything. 3 days later, I took the SN.
 
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jojobanana

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Oct 8, 2023
109
I have a mental health history with the police. Been 136'd multiple times and arrested. I ordered SN from dsl and it got seized. I had a visit from the police, and I said to them it was for suicide, and they just referred me to the crisis team, who then basically instantly discharged me. I ordered SN from another source, and it arrived. The police came around again to get me to sign a form so they could destroy the dsl SN. He asked me if I had ordered anymore and I fully confessed and said I had 500g, and he didn't do anything. 3 days later, I took the SN.
fuckkk. i would be so scared. what happened when you *they took the SN? i'm thinking if they ask me to hand it over i can package some of it to give over and say that's all i have…

also how are you now?
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
217
fuckkk. i would be so scared. what happened when you *they took the SN? i'm thinking if they ask me to hand it over i can package some of it to give over and say that's all i have…

also how are you now?
I took the SN as in 3 days I injested it. The police came around on the 13th, and on the 16th, I took it.
 
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jojobanana

Student
Oct 8, 2023
109
I took the SN as in 3 days I injested it. The police came around on the 13th, and on the 16th, I took it.
i see sorry i misunderstood. what did it feel like after taking it? and how are you now?
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
217
i see sorry i misunderstood. what did it feel like after taking it? and how are you now?
Honestly can't remember much. I took 7g. I threw up, but there was no pain. I'm fine now, I am completely recovered. Some memory issues, but I got lucky that I didn't get really brain damaged
 
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jojobanana

Student
Oct 8, 2023
109
Honestly can't remember much. I took 7g. I threw up, but there was no pain. I'm fine now, I am completely recovered. Some memory issues, but I got lucky that I didn't get really brain damaged
i have just read some of what happened. it sounds horrific 💔 i truly hope life gets better for u
 
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rainbowpuker

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Feb 15, 2026
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Yh but the police literally lied and said they were arresting me and put me in the back of the police car with my mum and went to the local police station and dropped off their female colleague and (probably to write paperwork - it was close to their shift finishing) then dropped me at the hospital so I was confused when the triage nurse asked what do I need help with - keep in mind atp the one of the 2 officers is still with me and I asked can I leave and they both stayed silent and then I asked what would happen if I left and then they put me a section 136 (they can do that if you're in public only) and then they did the assessment and sectioned me it was the same doctor who sectioned me last time - and the male police officer was being so aggressive for no reason and I was covered in bruises it wasn't even like I was running out of the hospital I walked out - yh so don't buy sn if you're importing it - I also have a official letter from the police saying they can get a search warrant and arrest me if I try to import sn it's a specific law you break ig when you import it
Oh yh if I didn't mention it was border patrol that warned the police since they're literally seizing everything without proper documentation - since it's costing them close to nothing to do since they couldn't get ss taken down as a whole
People without a mh history in the uk are still being able to get sn and keep it but they usually are getting welfare checks from the police but they're easily able to talk their way out of it
That's wild ! Do they cross reference address details with mental health lists.
 
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myattempt

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Dec 27, 2025
38
I'm pretty sure they just search your name up in the system I think and mh history comes up and if you have any diagnoses - even last time I was having an ongoing autism assessment and the police mentioned it to me 😭 so yes it's kinda hard to lie likely they won't believe you because they've already created a bias against you after reading whatever information there is about you on the system
 
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jojobanana

Student
Oct 8, 2023
109
I'm pretty sure they just search your name up in the system I think and mh history comes up and if you have any diagnoses - even last time I was having an ongoing autism assessment and the police mentioned it to me 😭 so yes it's kinda hard to lie likely they won't believe you because they've already created a bias against you after reading whatever information there is about you on the system
how😩 it's not usually easy to access mh and medical history unless there's been police involvement in the past?
also is it possible to just split up the SN so if they ask for it i can still keep some😅
 
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metfan647

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Jun 12, 2025
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I've had a slightly different approach in an attempt to avoid the police. Will update in due course
 
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just_a_girl

Member
Feb 13, 2026
18
Great. I'm so fucked. I should have kept my mouth shut but basically an ex friend called the police on me for a welfare check this past weekend. I've been sectioned 3 times in the past. No way I'm getting my SN. I just checked and it's been stuck at customs since Thursday, it's not even in the uk customs yet.
 
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jojobanana

Student
Oct 8, 2023
109
Great. I'm so fucked. I should have kept my mouth shut but basically an ex friend called the police on me for a welfare check this past weekend. I've been sectioned 3 times in the past. No way I'm getting my SN. I just checked and it's been stuck at customs since Thursday, it's not even in the uk customs yet.
that really sucks ffs
 
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waitingformybus2

Member
Jan 23, 2026
15
I've just ordered from DSL reading this is scaring me because of my mental health history. Am I fucked?
 
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jojobanana

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Oct 8, 2023
109
I've just ordered from DSL reading this is scaring me because of my mental health history. Am I fucked?
i think from being on here i'm just working on the assumption that if you've ordered it you will likely get a welfare check so that's why i'm prepping
 
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waitingformybus2

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Jan 23, 2026
15
i think from being on here i'm just working on the assumption that if you've ordered it you will likely get a welfare check so that's why i'm prepping
How are you prepping?
 
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jojobanana

Student
Oct 8, 2023
109
How are you prepping?
making this post lol. i just need some ideas but so far ive gathered that i will likely get a welfare check. worst case scenario in the UK they will insist on me handing it over so im planning to just give away some (i need to make sure the rest is able to keep without original packaging). And insist that i no longer have any intention and have not taken any. i'll just comply if they advise my follow up. and not leave my house if they ask me to go somewhere else:/
 
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waitingformybus2

Member
Jan 23, 2026
15
making this post lol. i just need some ideas but so far ive gathered that i will likely get a welfare check. worst case scenario in the UK they will insist on me handing it over so im planning to just give away some (i need to make sure the rest is able to keep without original packaging). And insist that i no longer have any intention and have not taken any. i'll just comply if they advise my follow up. and not leave my house if they ask me to go somewhere else:/
I figured to just lie and say it's for meat curing and just deny anything else/play dumb. What do you think?
 
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jojobanana

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Oct 8, 2023
109
I figured to just lie and say it's for meat curing and just deny anything else/play dumb. What do you think?
yeah i've seen some people advise that too but what worries me is im already known to the mh services for a previous attempt. i feel like in my circumstances it might be helpful to just say i got it before but changed my mind and i dont remember where i got it idk
 
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waitingformybus2

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Jan 23, 2026
15
yeah i've seen some people advise that too but what worries me is im already known to the mh services for a previous attempt. i feel like in my circumstances it might be helpful to just say i got it before but changed my mind and i dont remember where i got it idk
I am as well so I understand you
 

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