Someplace_nice
Student
- Sep 28, 2024
- 126
Why does my mind refuse to give me good dreams about my husband, every time I have a dream about him it's vivid and it's about him cheating on me. I'm sick and tired of it, he is the most precious thing in this world, he is the light of joy itself so why does my mind put him in such horrible light? Is he cheating and I don't know it? Is he not the person I know? In the dream he was so close with his gf and it felt so nice, but when he was alone with me it'd feel like what our relationship feels like now, empty and distant. We just talked about it yesterday so there's no room for change rn he's literally at work. I keep believing him when he says that he's gonna change. Ik I'm spiraling but I have no one to stop me, I don't think I can stop this one either. I just want my husband... What if he is cheating, what if there's something that can't be undone going on. I don't want to be alone but I am always alone, I only have him. I've no friends I'm all alone.
