Immensely disturbed by things not happening my way.

[Parnate]

I hate myself for this but can't help myself. I want everything to be my way. The way I like. If things dont happen that ways I lose my mind. I don't express my anger and frustration but internally I am outraged. And this makes me want to ctb cause I feel sad about life going so bad for me. Sometimes even trivial things make me go crazy.