I'm Trapped

[Serenity]

I can't do this anymore. Every time I shut my eyes, the thoughts come and take over. It's not going to get better. And I can't escape - all my efforts to CTB have been ruined. I can't use SN, my parents keep taking my delivered packages. I can't hold on much longer. Lord, if you exist, please take me away from this place. I don't want it. Please, God, please.

 

[OnlyBuilt4Linxs]

I understand how you feel. I'm trapped as well

 

[calendulo]

No, he or maybe she does not exist.
Respectfully, I'd advising you had a glance at recovery subforum.
I acknowledge that I had not read till yesterday,......I had a weird night......................and there are some posters very smarter, really it was a surprise.....

 

[DoodleBug]

Oh how I relate to the feeling of time passing by as you somewhat try to feel your way behind the bars of your life and rotting mind, realizing that you have to wake up sooner than you think and that there's no escape.

Sending hugs, hang in there if you can.

 

[InTheAirTonight]

Sent you a chat. Hang in there