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rei00

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Apr 15, 2023
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i cant do it because im scared and weak but its all i want out of my life, i have no goals or desires or reasons to stay. i have no one to talk to, if i seek psychological help i'll be in debt. im so sad. i cant even get sn in america. its another year until i'm old enough to buy a gun 😞im so tired
 
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DepressedSimp

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Nov 8, 2025
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i cant do it because im scared and weak but its all i want out of my life, i have no goals or desires or reasons to stay. i have no one to talk to, if i seek psychological help i'll be in debt. im so sad. i cant even get sn in america. its another year until i'm old enough to buy a gun 😞im so tired
Dude I'm really sorry to hear all of that. If you REALLY want, I have a full suspension method that I could link. It involves objects you probably wouldn't think of. Totally up to you though. I don't care if tomorrow you magically feel better. But I wish you the best of luck… and I'm sort of new here but… yeah.
 
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ForeverSubhuman

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Nov 12, 2025
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Same I have goals but I can't pursue them due to permanent disabilities
 
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rei00

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Apr 15, 2023
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Dude I'm really sorry to hear all of that. If you REALLY want, I have a full suspension method that I could link. It involves objects you probably wouldn't think of. Totally up to you though. I don't care if tomorrow you magically feel better. But I wish you the best of luck… and I'm sort of new here but… yeah.
yes, please and thank you
 
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nintendo64

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Dec 19, 2025
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If you're low income and in the US, you should be able to use medicaid which covers mental health services. If you don't want to do that you can also use 7cups, it's free and just has people who will listen to you. I'm sorry for your pain, I'd recommend at least giving it a try before deciding to ctb especially if you're hesitant as it can help some people. If you're sick of trying though, I also understand that. No judgement either way, I hope you can find some peace in whatever you decide.
 

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