Jamesun
No longer human.
- Feb 23, 2022
- 127
I think that now I have really reached my limit, I am tired of living in this world and of being just another burden. I want to die, to stop being a useless burden.
Why is dying so difficult? I would like to suffer from a terminal illness or suffer an accident. I want to stop suffering for once. I think I no longer care about hurting the people who care about me.I would like to disappear or simply go to a place where no one knows me where there is no suffering, but no matter how much I try, I am not able to end my damn life once and for all, I want to have peace for once, nothing goes my way, I'm just a damned, cowardly nuisance.
I would like to be like the others, to be someone intelligent and not be a damn suicidal, I'm not even able to finish my damn studies, everyone advances and I'm just still here existing, I'm tired of all this.
Why is dying so difficult? I would like to suffer from a terminal illness or suffer an accident. I want to stop suffering for once. I think I no longer care about hurting the people who care about me.I would like to disappear or simply go to a place where no one knows me where there is no suffering, but no matter how much I try, I am not able to end my damn life once and for all, I want to have peace for once, nothing goes my way, I'm just a damned, cowardly nuisance.
I would like to be like the others, to be someone intelligent and not be a damn suicidal, I'm not even able to finish my damn studies, everyone advances and I'm just still here existing, I'm tired of all this.
