Venting I'm tired again.

[i dont feel real.]

I'm tired of this whole shit we call Earth. Full of motherfuckers who are bad and hurt me for no fucking reason. Always, when I think I'm recovering, I start to feel like SHIT again. This meds are shit too. They make me feel nothing but fake emotion. I feel like nothing but I also feel something, I don't want to feel but I want to at the same time. Fuck, I don't even know what I want now. I just want some rest, only some fucking rest from this.