i feel so broken no one will ever love me what's even the point of living. i keep proving to everyone how unlikable and unlovable i am. im too much for everyone i wish i could be normal. i wish i didn't have bpd. i don't want to believe that a person i know and like is triggering me on purpose and manipulating me even tho he knows my issues but why can't i get any sort of self respect and cut him off. why is everyone so okay with hurting me. im not even good enough to be used i'm so pathetic
MyShadow
Torn between fixing and ending my life
- Aug 27, 2025
- 261
From someone who also suffers from BPD, I understand how you feel It's like the world is always against us and all we want is to feel and be "normal".
Unfortunately, we are at a time in human history when people are just so unnecessarily unkind to each other yet simultaneously so insecure about themselves. It's a toxic environment that feeds on itself, but those same people choose to take out their frustrations and insecurities on others. Sadly, having BPD disorder amplifies our own insecurities and so we are the perfect target for these toxic creatures.
Be fair to yourself. You deserve better.
Unfortunately, we are at a time in human history when people are just so unnecessarily unkind to each other yet simultaneously so insecure about themselves. It's a toxic environment that feeds on itself, but those same people choose to take out their frustrations and insecurities on others. Sadly, having BPD disorder amplifies our own insecurities and so we are the perfect target for these toxic creatures.
Be fair to yourself. You deserve better.
