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fkyou

fkyou

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Oct 1, 2022
470
I'm so stupid..I suffered for nothing.. only to be told in the end "you suck"
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Wizard
Jul 3, 2025
646
doesn't it makes you absolutely angry, sad and frustrated? I mean why were we even born when this garbage was our life? I don't know how you feel about it but i see my suicide as the ultimate defeat somehow because the pain was too much and forced me to leave.

I feel so fooled that this shit here was my life. Trust me you're not alone in this feeling. But I think at least in my case all i can do now is to accept my fate stoically and just kill myself finally because i know 100% that there will be no light but only pure darkness if I don't kill myself and I am just 26 so if I don't ctb its well possible that I could continue suffering in this terrible life for the next 50+ years . No I don't want to be on earth in the 2030's, 2040's , 2050's etc….
 
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Off_Switch

Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
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They will only appreciate us when we die. And hopefully have some regret that they saw us this way while we were alive. Hopefully. If they don't...oh well. We will be too dead to even care anyways.
 
dontletthembribeyou

dontletthembribeyou

autistic girlfailure
Mar 4, 2025
127
They will only appreciate us when we die. And hopefully have some regret that they saw us this way while we were alive. Hopefully. If they don't...oh well. We will be too dead to even care anyways.
I don't think this is the case with most people. Generally people will actually think less of you after you CTB - they might see you as weak or selfish.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
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We're all stupid for being alive, don't be hard on yourself, it's pointless here.
 
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fkyou

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Oct 1, 2022
470
doesn't it makes you absolutely angry, sad and frustrated? I mean why were we even born when this garbage was our life? I don't know how you feel about it but i see my suicide as the ultimate defeat somehow because the pain was too much and forced me to leave
Oh fking yeah why did I go through this life if it was this garbage..the pain was 99 of what I've lived it feels like a cheat painful evil cheat
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Wizard
Jul 3, 2025
646
Oh fking yeah why did I go through this life if it was this garbage..the pain was 99 of what I've lived it feels like a cheat painful evil cheat
Yes exactly!
I will free myself from this terrible life I had.
 
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