Please do not criticise me. Just all you heard before.
It is so cruel euthanasia is not accessible for everyone. I am terrified i will end up as a vegetable unable to have 2nd try. I dont want to end up in jail for ordering something off darknet. I want to do exit bag but I am dumb to set everything up. If only I could buy suicide kit. So i decided to do CO poisoning.
I envy so much healthy people and even more those who werent born at all. I want to do drugs before I die. I am in so much pain for no reason. I love my family but I absolutely must die and look forward to it. I love death. I have much empathy for all of you suffering. I am so sensitive. I only enjoy alcohol as a pain relief. I am drunk and lonely so I am posting. I lived my life in fear chronic anxiety since childhood and am 26yo now. It will be over for me soon and that is the best thing ever. Love you all.
It is so cruel euthanasia is not accessible for everyone. I am terrified i will end up as a vegetable unable to have 2nd try. I dont want to end up in jail for ordering something off darknet. I want to do exit bag but I am dumb to set everything up. If only I could buy suicide kit. So i decided to do CO poisoning.
I envy so much healthy people and even more those who werent born at all. I want to do drugs before I die. I am in so much pain for no reason. I love my family but I absolutely must die and look forward to it. I love death. I have much empathy for all of you suffering. I am so sensitive. I only enjoy alcohol as a pain relief. I am drunk and lonely so I am posting. I lived my life in fear chronic anxiety since childhood and am 26yo now. It will be over for me soon and that is the best thing ever. Love you all.
