Today I just learn that because of me, my parents owe 1000€ to an administration. I won't go deep into it but this could've definitely been avoided if I had killed myself when I first thought about it, at around 13. I'm almost 24 now. My life is more marked by regrets by anything. I still live with my parents, sometimes I hate them, sometimes they hate me. I have a boyfriend but he deserves better. I really don't have anything worth living for but I'm too much of a coward to commit. I hope I find the strength and the perfect impulsivity to finally end this life.
