I'm leaving today, and i would appreciate some words of support so I don't feel so alone, thank you everyone...

[Defatigatis]

I'm done with this life and i am just waiting the alarm ring to remind me to take my medication and follow the SN protocol.

 

[Irisse]

I wish for your departure to be as peaceful and painless as possible.

 

[Alexandra_]

I wish you all the best on your journey

 

[itsgone2]

Hello. Hoping you find peace today, whatever you decide.

 

[perishsong]

Virtual hugs. I hope you depart as painlessly as it gets and find peace

 

[darksouls]

I am so sorry that life has brought you to this point, I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[DeadInsideUnicorn]

You are not alone, we are here with you and we understand why it's so goddamn hard to stay alive. Hope you find the peace you are seeking.

 

[Ladyybugged]

Hello stranger, i wish you a pleasant departure <3

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Hey, you are not alone here. What time is your alarm set for?

 

[Carcassus]

Wishing you nothing but peace and rest. Have a safe trip.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I want you to hear this clearly, feel it deep within you: You are not alone. Not now, not ever. We are here, our love is surrounding you like a steady, bright light. You are held.

Please, let go of any fight, any worry, any pain. You have been so incredibly strong, and now, it's time to rest. You've carried your burden with such grace, and now you can simply put it down. There is nothing left for you to do but breathe deep and allow yourself the peace you have so earned.

You are moving toward tranquility now. Go with ease. Go without fear. You are safe. You are loved. And until the very last moment, you are absolutely, undeniably, surrounded by us, members of this forum which is full of compassionate and caring people.

Peace be with you.

 

[Defatigatis]

Thank you all for the kind comments...
I ended giving up, I took some benzos and followed the whole schedule but I faltered at the last moment... I think I'll postpone it a little longer. I'm not ready yet...

Damn, I just wanted all this pain to go away....

 

[itsgone2]

Thank you all for the kind comments...
I ended giving up, I took some benzos and followed the whole schedule but I faltered at the last moment... I think I'll postpone it a little longer. I'm not ready yet...

Damn, I just wanted all this pain to go away....

Certainly understand. Nothing easy about living or dying, unfortunately.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Be kind to yourself OP, sending love.

 

[woodlandcreature]

Thank you all for the kind comments...
I ended giving up, I took some benzos and followed the whole schedule but I faltered at the last moment... I think I'll postpone it a little longer. I'm not ready yet...

Damn, I just wanted all this pain to go away....

Very understandable - absolutely no judgement here. I'm sorry for your pain. Both living and dying are difficult processes. You shouldn't have to be alone in either. Sending love here as well.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

Thank you all for the kind comments...
I ended giving up, I took some benzos and followed the whole schedule but I faltered at the last moment... I think I'll postpone it a little longer. I'm not ready yet...

Damn, I just wanted all this pain to go away....

It's okay. It's not a shame. Please take care of yourself during this tough time. You are not alone. Sending a warm hug