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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
974
My age. I didn't live my live. Time has passed. Now I'm old. The agony. I can't stand it. I can't. Will try to sleep now to ease the pain
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,194
I could have written this. The pain was bad enough when I was young and at least had some hope in the background.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,620
I can imagine that must be very dreadful. Nobody should have to suffer like that. I'm sorry you have to go through this, it can be very horrible being alive. I wish you the best.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
Me too sleep is the only thing that I look forward to. Also my brothers and sisters and their kids getting together with me once a month makes me feel much better
 
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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
974
Thank you all for your support. It means a lot to me
I've been dealing with this every night. I don't think I can't hold it for long. The only reason I didn't attempt drinking sn last night was because I didn't fast.
 
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OrcWitch

Warlock
Sep 3, 2021
702
I'm sorry frend
 
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