Hello, I posted on this forum in May because the lockdown got me really depressed; but now that everything is over and things kind of went back to normal, I still feel lost, desperate, hopeless, without something to do. Everyday I wake up to go to school, I come back home, and all I want to do is to play League of Legends all day with my friends because I have no friends in my city nor places to go. I hate this life, I hate doing the same things everyday, but I feel like this lifestyle is the only thing keeping me alive. I've always tried to be creative, I tried making my own music, drawing, learning to sing, but all it brought me to is just embarassment from the things that I created. Even when I'm supposed to have fun, I can't feel happy with the results. I'm just fucking tired. I don't want to be here anymore.
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I'm sorry you feel that way. You sound quite young?
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- Aug 10, 2020
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you don't have to answer either of these questions, but is there a particular reason why you're embarrassed about the things you create? or a particular reason you have no friends in your city/area?
you don't need irl friends to have fun in your city. you can explore the city on your own or the next town over. there's nothing weird about that.
you don't need irl friends to have fun in your city. you can explore the city on your own or the next town over. there's nothing weird about that.
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