I'm happy today suprisingly

[First loss]

I don't know how or why but I keep laughing and smiling like an idiot. It seems so alien and unnatural to just smile. Idk what happened. I snuck out at two am last night to smoke a cig but I doubt nicotine effect lasts that much.

 

[Loli]

Manic episode maybe?

 

[Bagger]

@First loss maybe activity and interactions with others on this forum helps you in some way?

 

[Jean Améry]

Enjoy it while it lasts.

 

[AtomicNewt]

I was like this the other day, first thought was, well, I've finally lost all my marbles. So feel with you with the alien feeling thing. Do hope it lasts for you

Personally I wouldn't mind being mad as long as it was the giggly, happily hallucinationing, fantasy world type. Don't think many people get that though

 

[First loss]

@First loss maybe activity and interactions with others on this forum helps you in some way?

Maybe. I haven't been on the forum that much recently.

 

[WinterIsComing]

I did wish to feel happiness for once un a while...