I'm going to be delaying my CTB date again.

[HereUntilApril]

I knew that this was going to happen. Four days ago, I made a post saying that I wanted to CTB in January. Well, a couple of my friends are planning on doing a special hangout around December-January time and want me to come along, and I really want to go with them. At this rate, I'll probably never have the chance to CTB.

 

[INYGTRMTFMO]

Yeah, suicides are terribly inconvenient things to schedule. I've been suicidal for the better part of 16 years and still haven't found a good moment.

I hope you and your friends have a lovely time at the hangout and that you find some joyful moments in the meantime.

 

[HereUntilApril]

Yeah, suicides are terribly inconvenient things to schedule. I've been suicidal for the better part of 16 years and still haven't found a good moment.

I hope you and your friends have a lovely time at the hangout and that you find some joyful moments in the meantime.

I do appreciate that a lot. It's just funny to me that I'd originally planned to CTB in April, hence the username, and I've constantly had to reschedule this whole plan. Life is always testing me!