Method I'm fucking tired of not having a good method. I just wanna die

[itsstillyou]

I've been wanting to end it all my whole life and I never did it because I knew I would fail. I don't have the luxury of dying. I finally find a forum where I have info on how to die and EVERY METHOD HAS 0 GUARANTEE OR IS COMPLETELY INNACESABLE FOR ME. I'm not blaming the amazing community here, I'm just so damn tired. I want a method that works. I want a method I have access to. I just wanna die and not worry about wether it'll work or wether it'll give me permanent damage and one I could pull off ANYTIME, ANYWHERE, AND ONE THAT KILLS ME FOR GOOD. I'm so sorry for likely sounding aggressive but I just can't take this anymore

 

[Darkover]

same agreed i just wish someone could come up with a method that is easily accessible with good reliability and essentially painless just like falling into a sleep

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I feel the same, I just wish for the option to painlessly die and never suffer again, it's so painful and unbearable how I cannot just have that and instead I'm trapped in this existence that just brought me nothing but pain. It's horrific to me how trying to die can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering, that is exactly what I fear, I just want to fall asleep permanently, I simply wish to not exist and that's all I've ever wished for, I really understand that it's so torturous feeling trapped here, I also feel so tired.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

There is no 100% method. Well, no realistic method, anyway. Any method can work if you investigate, study, learn, have tenacity, and have resolve.

 

[TennTrixie]

I agree. I can think of a few guarantees for me personally, but I don't want to put my family through it. Why can't I just get something to put me to sleep and not wake up. The death will be hard enough for them, but so many factors come in to the "how".

 

[mrtime87]

I've been wanting to end it all my whole life and I never did it because I knew I would fail. I don't have the luxury of dying. I finally find a forum where I have info on how to die and EVERY METHOD HAS 0 GUARANTEE OR IS COMPLETELY INNACESABLE FOR ME. I'm not blaming the amazing community here, I'm just so damn tired. I want a method that works. I want a method I have access to. I just wanna die and not worry about wether it'll work or wether it'll give me permanent damage and one I could pull off ANYTIME, ANYWHERE, AND ONE THAT KILLS ME FOR GOOD. I'm so sorry for likely sounding aggressive but I just can't take this anymore

It's almost like there should just be a pill we can take.

 

[justmakingsure]

There is no 100% method. Well, no realistic method, anyway. Any method can work if you investigate, study, learn, have tenacity, and have resolve.

this is my belief, if you put the effort into learning what you're doing and why, you can get there in time.

 

[Darklife200]

Same, the only method I have os VSED which doesn't have a very popular name here.

However as someone from the Netherlands this is actually a feasible way to go about it because doctors need to help you with it if you desire.

Also a lot of people under 60 yrs old have done it successfully here as care during the process is a right.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I relate so much to you. Unfortunately every method is also inaccessible to me. Of course it isn't this site's fault but rather it's due to my unfortunate circumstances of living with parents that spy on me and don't give me any autonomy to do anything. If I even were to obtain SN, they'd intercept it and prevent me from using it. Additionally, I'm not allowed to go outside without their permission which means I can't really do anything. I hate this world and how cruel it is. I hate pro lifers and society. I have so much hate for them as they forcefully restrict suicide methods so that we stay alive for as long as possible. We honestly should just be allowed to get access to a pill that instantly and peacefully kills us off. There's no use in delaying death since it's inevitable anyway

 

[FERAL_FRENZY]

Words cannot explain how jealous I am of the mfs who obtain SN. When is it my turn fr

 

[Sgrodolo]

Words cannot explain how jealous I am of the mfs who obtain SN. When is it my turn fr

Yeah same position tbh, I know it's gonna happen eventually so might as well have fun as we wait

 

[JessIsAlive]

Words cannot explain how jealous I am of the mfs who obtain SN. When is it my turn fr

me too, it feels like they're gatekeeping

me too, it feels like they're gatekeeping

but I understand why, the more people know about a source the more likely it is to get shut down,
it seems even like 2-3 years ago it was wayyy easier to get SN

 

[belly.up4good]

I've been wanting to end it all my whole life and I never did it because I knew I would fail. I don't have the luxury of dying. I finally find a forum where I have info on how to die and EVERY METHOD HAS 0 GUARANTEE OR IS COMPLETELY INNACESABLE FOR ME. I'm not blaming the amazing community here, I'm just so damn tired. I want a method that works. I want a method I have access to. I just wanna die and not worry about wether it'll work or wether it'll give me permanent damage and one I could pull off ANYTIME, ANYWHERE, AND ONE THAT KILLS ME FOR GOOD. I'm so sorry for likely sounding aggressive but I just can't take this anymore

I feel, I just want to be found curled up like a stray puppy or bug you find in your window. No struggle, no suffering, just death's arms taking me away peacefully.

 

[finishLana]

Sn is a good method, I assume putting it in enteric capsules and taking a sedative could be more peaceful that regular sn way tho not many people did it here

 

[NegevChina]

I wish I could get Nitrogen. Most peaceful death on earth.

 

[wonderfulheaven]

Sn is a good method, I assume putting it in enteric capsules and taking a sedative could be more peaceful that regular sn way tho not many people did it here

never thought of the capsule idea, could probably help down the taste too. this one is kind of selling me but if there isn't much info on it im unsure

 

[finishLana]

never thought of the capsule idea, could probably help down the taste too. this one is kind of selling me but if there isn't much info on it im unsure

Yeah, I read about one person here who took sn in enteric capsules and didn't experience pain. It does help to avoid the taste and vomiting, as once it gets in a small intestine nothing can be vomited out. I believe it's best to take a sedative and AE first

Yeah, worth researching as it seems more peaceful