Euphoricfilth666
New Member
- Nov 2, 2025
- 4
I never wanted to exist. I also dont want to do cbt in some dramatic way, causing a bunch or problems for people around me.
Like, i never asked for this. I never wanted to exist, im miserable being like this.
But then again, im TERRIFIED of pain.. i want to cbt, but if only there was some sort of way for everyone to forget about me when im gone. But thats not possible. Im stuck living a life i never wanted, and theres no easy way out.
im debating if i should post this im terrified to speak up even if im online
Like, i never asked for this. I never wanted to exist, im miserable being like this.
But then again, im TERRIFIED of pain.. i want to cbt, but if only there was some sort of way for everyone to forget about me when im gone. But thats not possible. Im stuck living a life i never wanted, and theres no easy way out.
im debating if i should post this im terrified to speak up even if im online