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kindawannacrylol

kindawannacrylol

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Jan 13, 2021
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i am so exhausted, so tired of having to wake up, so tired of breathing i can't wait until i ctb i cant deal with this any longer. my head is such a terrible place i cant think straight anymore. gosh im just so tired i just need everything to end but SI wont let me.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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SI is certainly our worst enemy.

Hope you can feel better soon, are you taking any meds? Maybe not that much but, those could help.
 
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kindawannacrylol

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Jan 13, 2021
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SI is certainly our worst enemy.

Hope you can feel better soon, are you taking any meds? Maybe not that much but, those could help.
no i'm not on any meds ,the only medication i take is for my migraines and it has a side effect of depression which isn't helpful in the slightest :/ thank you though!
 
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NodusTollens

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Nov 17, 2020
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Sorry to hear you're in feeling such overwhelming pain- life is exhausting enough as it is.

You're right about SI, it is one formidable foe, & is actually the reason I'm still here despite the many attempts I've made, so I understand to some degree what you're feeling.

I hope that whatever happens, your journey helps you find the peace you're looking for.

Best of luck.
 

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