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vulkann

vulkann

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May 27, 2023
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a bunch of shit just happened so im going to be attempting tonight. I have a leather belt and some workout equipment that can hold my weight. ill be on my knees and loop the leather belt around the equipment and push with all my force into the belt until i hopefully pass out and die. any tips would be appreciated. hopefully this is my last post but i will continue to reply until tonight
 
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NoReasonToLive2023

Change and decay in all around I see
Jun 4, 2023
62
Good luck, my friend. Maybe we'll meet on the other side when I too CTB.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,824
Godspeed.

I'm sorry you're suffering.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. Good luck! May you find freedom & peace on the other side!
 
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Readytogo246

Experienced
Jun 4, 2023
205
Blessings on your journey.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,813
Go peacefully, weary traveller.
 
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mapleboy

mapleboy

sleepy...
May 22, 2023
84
I hope you're able to find the peace you're looking for <3
 
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Eternal Sleep!

Eternal Sleep!

Thinking of CTB because of f*cking RSI!
May 13, 2023
145
I hope for you it is quick and without fear/pain. I hope you succeed and do not fail with possible brain damage

One thing I would like to say: Please reconsider this method, It's sounds simple but it is not. I think SN is the better option, but it's your choice and I respect that. I hope you find peace! 🙏
 
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soft-flower345

soft-flower345

🌸I'm ashamed of who I've become🌸
May 15, 2023
93
Good luck ❤️ I'm sorry you had to suffer to the extent that it brought you to this point in your life, you don't deserve to hurt so much. I hope you find peace.
 
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vulkann

vulkann

Member
May 27, 2023
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I hope for you it is quick and without fear/pain. I hope you succeed and do not fail with possible brain damage

One thing I would like to say: Please reconsider this method, It's sounds simple but it is not. I think SN is the better option, but it's your choice and I respect that. I hope you find peace! 🙏
I would rather choose SN but i dont have access to it. im choosing this method because i feel like i have enough conviction to pull it off.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,866
I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you search for, those who attempt this method certainly are so courageous.
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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Hpe ths = nt an impulsve decsn & tht u hve thght evrythng thru crefully

Membrs r hre fr u whatevr u dcide
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
Whichever you decide, we're here for you. But this shit that happened, will it seem as catastrophic in a couple weeks? Sorry, I'm just tryin to win the Stupidest Question of the Week award here or something, and your post reads as dangerously impuslive.
 
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vulkann

vulkann

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May 27, 2023
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Whichever you decide, we're here for you. But this shit that happened, will it seem as catastrophic in a couple weeks? Sorry, I'm just tryin to win the Stupidest Question of the Week award here or something, and your post reads as dangerously impuslive.
long story short, ive been very suicidal/depressed since age 10. only thing that made me remotely content was my gf. gf left me after 3.5 years to "work on herself" and got with someone else within a week. I didnt know the extent of their relationship until i found a video of them all over each other and him giving her a lapdance at a party. I genuinely have nothing left and have been thinking about ctb for months
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
That's rough. Nothing against women here, I am one, but in all my days I've never seen one end a relationship to be alone and work on herself. There was always that 'someone else' that she was with the next day. I don't get it.
 
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sorrowful

sorrowful

My exhaustion knows no end
Feb 13, 2023
282
long story short, ive been very suicidal/depressed since age 10. only thing that made me remotely content was my gf. gf left me after 3.5 years to "work on herself" and got with someone else within a week. I didnt know the extent of their relationship until i found a video of them all over each other and him giving her a lapdance at a party. I genuinely have nothing left and have been thinking about ctb for months
I am so sorry. You do not deserve that at all. Some people can truly be cruel.

Whatever you decide to do, I wish you all the best. I hope that you can find the peace you deserve. 🤍
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
I am sorry that you're going through this. I hope you are sure this is the right time and method. Wish you peace and rest whatever you decide.
 

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