I'm confused

[DeadDumbDream]

I feel something that I can't understand
My head spins, hurts
Sometimes I can't feel my heart
Sometimes I want to die
I don't know what's happening
I'm not happy when I laugh
I'm not sad when I cry
I don't feel nothing
I'm crazy
Fuck everything I need cigarettes I need beer and I need something to hit
It's so satisfying when I make people feel bad but I don't want to be bad
I just want to end this

 

[OrangeLounge]

I have a hard time describing my feelings as well, if that makes you feel a little better.