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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
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Hey everyone!

So it appears I'm still alive.

I haven't posted in over a year I believe!

I joined in 2019 and was rather active and spoke to a lot of people who are now deceased! They're the lucky ones.

I did what I said and gave life a go. I mean I did start that support place but they can't give me many hours or have the capacity to support me.

So I've been mainly drinking and taking drugs (all legal) to dissappear into oblivion. Then I was reminded of this site again and decided that I might as well go back onto here as life is pointless!

I even failed to kill myself during my 6 attempts which is rather cringy!

That's all folks. I hope I see some familiar faces if anyone is still alive (insert laughing emoji as I can't find them hahah)


Anyone is welcome to say hello! Or if anyone knows of any newer methods that have been discovered or being trialled then let me know!

Sad_autistic_boy_101
 
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Red

Warlock
Apr 10, 2019
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Always here for you dude :heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Life really is pointless and exhausting and the worst part is it is so hard to die. I wish you the best.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
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Sorry you felt the need to come back here.

I'm still alive, or undead or something. Well, I was a ghost when I first joined so I'm not sure that alive is the right word.
 
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