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picklemick

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Jun 28, 2022
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Well I've been on here a lot in the past. I had years ago bough SN by IC. I kid you not I has it mixed and was about to take it and the cops busted my door down because of a wellness check. I guess I was just a bit too slow enjoying my final days getting fuxked up. Psych ward and all that. Sent to rehab. By the time I was ready to do it again IC was down and boy was on the news. Cops did question me about it.

SN was impossible for the year I was still looking in 2023 so I just gave up on my dream of suicide. From my recent lurking today it looks like it's possible to get again? Assuming not in Canada though?

Oh thank baby Jesus. Because now, more than 2 years after my attempt my life is way fucking worse and I'm even more fucking depressed. Oh and now im homeless on top of all the reasons I hated life before. I added about 20 new reasons why I don't want to be here. Too much of a pussy to hang but at least I know if I can do SN once I csn do that again. Really hoping it's legit.

Many success stories on the new sources? I know IC was very much legit



Dm me if you can help me navigate.

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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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It sounds like you've suffered a lot, it's so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 

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