Venting I'm an inferior version of my former self

[Hadnafoflife]

I can't even explain the difference between my current self and my former self it's too big of a difference, I can't cope with that at all, I feel inferior, Low value, A burden to myself, I used to be happy, Confident, Hardworking, Strong looking, Lean, Charismatic, Funny, Highly intelligent, ambitious and many other positive things, After the last trauma my system was shocked to its core and now it's all gone, I used to have a strong drive to do things now all I do is lie and bed doing nothing but browsing xitter, I have a destroyed self esteem and I don't see a reason to live, I feel pathetic, Destroyed and disabled

 

[Hollowman]

Very relatable