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Lampost505!

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Oct 12, 2025
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Day by day I'm still alive, when I should be done already but I'm a coward, and I think I'm too much of a retard to commit suicide properly. I'm almost 22, aging fucking sucks, and I'm too much of a pussy to be impulsive, I considered partial hanging, but I'm too scared to do a test run which to many people including the ones who wouldn't commit suicide, they probably aren't that scared. I'm not sure if taking drugs will help with this
 
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OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,055
I know the feeling. Totally done, depressive suffering eats up all of every day, but scared of the act. I could do it if I had a gun but I'm too scared to go buy a gun. Hanging is available to me but there's a few moments of pain. So it goes on. 36yo btw and I'm definitely feeling aging
 
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ericharrisisgod

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Dec 21, 2025
6
I shouldve done it years ago. 19 now. im never getting better so i might as well. I feel you
 
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Lampost505!

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Oct 12, 2025
17
I know the feeling. Totally done, depressive suffering eats up all of every day, but scared of the act. I could do it if I had a gun but I'm too scared to go buy a gun. Hanging is available to me but there's a few moments of pain. So it goes on. 36yo btw and I'm definitely feeling aging
This is horrifying, I wish there was an easy way for people, euthanasia isn't possible for everyone, only for a few
 
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OnMyLast Legs

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Oct 29, 2024
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This is horrifying, I wish there was an easy way for people, euthanasia isn't possible for everyone, only for a few
Euthanasia should be available to everyone, full stop. Only very enlightened right-to-die advocates care about ordinary suicides. Some of us don't turn out! We need to go to our rest!
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

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May 27, 2023
718
I have seen worse I mean the absolute worst coward in my entire existence and he is some guy who I openly challenge but he is scared little "man" who doesn't want to come and beat each other because he had told people he wanted to beat me up so i accepted the challenge and it's getting annoying because he was all talk but no action.

I wanted to give his supporters something to see and he still won't accept my open challenge and I'm still waiting.

It's getting tiresome because I'm losing my patience.


He said he wanted to beat so i accepted him to beat me up and he still won't accept.


Why is he such a coward ???
 

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