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GhostgirlWannadie

GhostgirlWannadie

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I have such an intense urge to die after even the smallest mistake. I somehow managed to stop cutting myself but i still hate who i am. I wish i could just die and wake up with a completely new soul. I wish i had absolutely no reasons to live but i still have them.
 
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I have such an intense urge to die after even the smallest mistake. I somehow managed to stop cutting myself but i still hate who i am. I wish i could just die and wake up with a completely new soul. I wish i had absolutely no reasons to live but i still have them.
I've never really been in good enough spot to figure out what to do with that kind of pain on my own, or where to go from there. But if you have reasons to go on, then I think it's worth considering and evaluating them. Make them your purpose if you can, it's not much but it's a start to something.
 
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I understand you, it's a feeling I experience constantly.
 

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