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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I'm Christian and believe in God. I think He made a mistake with me. Either I shouldn't be here or with how I was made.
Is this possible? It must be. Maybe you believe in something else, even just the universe creating random life, is it possible to be a mistake?

I'm so sorry for all I've done. Maybe no mistake. Just free will. If so free will is wrong.
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
834
I believe in God too. Why do you feel you are a mistake?
 
Natbee

Natbee

Member
Oct 22, 2025
56
Oh my Heart, you are not a mistake. You are so loved by God. I do understand and see where you come from as a Christian who has struggled so much the last 14 months. But one thing I know through all I have done Godloves me and he loves you too x
 
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MyUniqueUsername

Member
Sep 9, 2025
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I'm Christian and believe in God. I think He made a mistake with me. Either I shouldn't be here or with how I was made.
Is this possible? It must be. Maybe you believe in something else, even just the universe creating random life, is it possible to be a mistake?

I'm so sorry for all I've done. Maybe no mistake. Just free will. If so free will is wrong.
Nobody is a mistake. Jesus loves you so much he died to save you, specifically you, not just everyone else. That's the ultimate sacrifice anyone could do for a loved one. We're at a dark place now, but that's temporary, just never loose sight of God's love for you, that's eternal.

The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
for his name's sake.
Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
forever.
 
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Natbee

Member
Oct 22, 2025
56
Nobody is a mistake. Jesus loves you so much he died to save you, specifically you, not just everyone else. That's the ultimate sacrifice anyone could do for a loved one. We're at a dark place now, but that's temporary, just never loose sight of God's love for you, that's eternal.

The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
for his name's sake.
Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
forever.
This is so beautifully written 💝
 
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niki wonoto

Experienced
Oct 10, 2019
238
I feel the same too, as a 'Christian' from Indonesia
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I believe in God too. Why do you feel you are a mistake?
Almost every action in life, particularly the last twenty years or so. I've emotionally damaged people. Just no respect or decency. It's all caught up with me. Too many things to list. A complete mistake
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
834
God forgives our past, and what matters now is what you do from this point on. You still have the opportunity to be the person God wanted you to be even if it's only for a short while.
 
astroproto

astroproto

and soon enough, i wont feel real
Nov 17, 2025
82
I'm agnostic so I believe that most of the things that happened outside of free will is just random.

No one is "supposed" to be here, just as much as you. Everyone is here because of cosmic chance, just as much as you. If you were a mistake, then so is everyone else.

That's what I believe anyway.
 
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scharlachrotsan

シャルラッハロート - Scharlachrot
Jun 14, 2023
45
if you believe in god, know that he makes no mistakes. he has a plan for you, even if the suffering you're currently going through feels unbearable. even when someone is born by accident, that was only a mistake on the part of the parents, not of the child. you didn't choose to come into this world, but don't choose to leave it.
 

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