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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
this place is very special to me, not only do i get to meet wonderful people that have similar situations in their lives, i also get to vent, and in a weird way, get hopeful about life knowing that i'm not alone and there is always a way to end my suffering if i really need to.

maybe it is unlikely that it happens, but just the thought of it makes me uncomfortable, loosing this community that is full of supportive and compassionate people will be devastating to me and i'm sure many others.

in just a few months this forum has helped me cope with my reality way more than any mental health "professional" in over 15 years that i've been seeking help. and i'm very grateful to all of you who have listened to my problems and shared some of their experiences, this community really feels like a family.
 
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mk47

mk47

Member
Sep 29, 2019
78
It would be tragic. This site serves a noble purpose.
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
It helps me to keep going for the past one year.
Can't be more grateful
 
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rossi

rossi

Member
Sep 27, 2019
13
I've only just found this place and already it feels like home!
I'd be absolutely gutted if it got shut down,for me personally its a place of understanding & compassion that's been so hard to find
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
Taking this down would be as cruel as clawing out the eyes of a puppy. Cannot imagine what I'd've gone through without it.
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
Then all be careful how you post and what you leave behind that stops the police etc coming after this site.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
Then all be careful how you post and what you leave behind that stops the police etc coming after this site.

I wish everybody would pay heed to that!
 
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justanotherday

Specialist
Jul 22, 2019
397
this place is very special to me, not only do i get to meet wonderful people that have similar situations in their lives, i also get to vent, and in a weird way, get hopeful about life knowing that i'm not alone and there is always a way to end my suffering if i really need to.

maybe it is unlikely that it happens, but just the thought of it makes me uncomfortable, loosing this community that is full of supportive and compassionate people will be devastating to me and i'm sure many others.

in just a few months this forum has helped me cope with my reality way more than any mental health "professional" in over 15 years that i've been seeking help. and i'm very grateful to all of you who have listened to my problems and shared some of their experiences, this community really feels like a family.
I couldn't agree with you more. I was just thinking today that I don't know what I would do ,if it wasn't for this site. It is one of the few things I have. It does help to vent and know there are like- minded people out there.
 
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Meppitech

Member
Oct 2, 2019
40
Then all be careful how you post and what you leave behind that stops the police etc coming after this site.
What can I do other than delete my history? You think they will really go that far as to search my history?
 
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lofistos345

Experienced
Oct 6, 2019
222
It would be tragic. This site serves a noble purpose.
It has been a wonderful place for me. Very helpful.
 
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LonelyLight

Warlock
May 31, 2019
779
It's a comfort to know I can come here
 
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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
278
I couldn't agree with you more. I was just thinking today that I don't know what I would do ,if it wasn't for this site. It is one of the few things I have. It does help to vent and know there are like- minded people out there.
If it wasn't for this site I would have OD'd on a wide range of over the counter drugs along with alcohol that would have been a yikes to say the least I would have had my stomach pumped been in a pych ward on multiple occasions and probably have no chance of CTB for a very long time
It helps me to keep going for the past one year.
Can't be more grateful
Hey a fellow old member don't see many around
 
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837

Member
Oct 12, 2019
28
after browsing on this site as a guest for a few months i want to say thank you all its kept me alive and i cant relate more to some posts and i live for these honestly. i like going to a place where u can express suicidal thoughts openly and not get judged or get told it gets better because although it does for SOME..it doesnt mean it can get better for everyone i dont think it will get better for me ever but sometimes the memories are just intolerable but I am scared of getting the police called on me if i were to mention my suicidal thoughts to an adult-teacher, therapist so thats way too risky because who knows if they will call the police.
 
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Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

Wizard
May 14, 2018
610
What can I do other than delete my history? You think they will really go that far as to search my history?

I don't think you can delete or edit your posts here after a certain time and mods won't do it either. It's really my only complaint with this site. This isn't a national historical archive, sometimes we say things we didn't mean to.
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
It won't if people deleted their history before CTB and keep it private,
 
Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

Wizard
May 14, 2018
610
It won't if people deleted their history before CTB and keep it private,


Unless the option doesn't show up on the mobile site. You can't delete or edit anything after a certain time and mods won't do it for you.

I quoted a user about N once. After receiving the N, the user contacted me and asked nicely for me to remove the quote because they were tying up loose ends. There is no option. I asked a mod and they told me it's against the rules for them to delete anything. Against the rules.... What the actual fuck.

I really hope I'm wrong about this and I'm just missing something
 
Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
Unless the option doesn't show up on the mobile site. You can't delete or edit anything after a certain time and mods won't do it for you.

I quoted a user about N once. After receiving the N, the user contacted me and asked nicely for me to remove the quote because they were tying up loose ends. There is no option. I asked a mod and they told me it's against the rules for them to delete anything. Against the rules.... What the actual fuck.

I really hope I'm wrong about this and I'm just missing something
SS I would assume to protect themselves should delete all contact with regards to the person that died.
 

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