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- Aug 18, 2020
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I know there are a lot of question related to suicide methods in this forum but I think noone ever came up with this one.
It is does not mean I would use them, rather which are the best equivalent to me, my personality and life.
Maybe I would be self-immolation. A really long extreme pain. Then I would be saved and had to live with the damage done. Always in pain. A wreck. But not a physical one but a mental wreck full of trauma.
Or I would be a very long planned car crash with an extremely long back and forth inside my brain. It would be an agony to come to the decision and a lot of emotional pain would be involved. But when I am going out I would hurt others. Metaphorically speaking for my loved one's who could never get over my suicide.
I am not sure whether I would be SN. I am not that popular but in some way I am cheap and don't cost much money.
It is does not mean I would use them, rather which are the best equivalent to me, my personality and life.
Maybe I would be self-immolation. A really long extreme pain. Then I would be saved and had to live with the damage done. Always in pain. A wreck. But not a physical one but a mental wreck full of trauma.
Or I would be a very long planned car crash with an extremely long back and forth inside my brain. It would be an agony to come to the decision and a lot of emotional pain would be involved. But when I am going out I would hurt others. Metaphorically speaking for my loved one's who could never get over my suicide.
I am not sure whether I would be SN. I am not that popular but in some way I am cheap and don't cost much money.
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