Discussion If you had 24 hours to catch the bus, would you be ready?

[wait-bus-stop]

Are you ready if you have 24 hours to catch the bus?

My choice is full suspension hanging, and I always have a "kit" ready that includes a rope and chin-up bar that can be attached to a door.
While my choice is CTB at the point where I slip into old age and my quality of life deteriorates (No nursing home for me), I always know I confront an urge to do it sooner every so often.

If the urge is strong, and I have the opportunity and location, I want to be able just to do it without much thought.
So I feel ready.

What are your thoughts and sense of readyness?

 

[Forever Sleep]

Nope, I want to do the 3 day SN regiment. Just seems like a good idea to build up metoclopramide in the system.

 

[resolutory]

When/if my meto arrives, I think I'll be ready then.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, certainly not, the fact that suicide is so complicated, difficult and risky for me, with the lack of reliable methods is the only reason as to why I continue to exist. If suicide is much easier of course I would be long gone from this world at this point.

 

[jodes2]

I've been ready for a long time. I just can't do it to my gf. But everything's ready. I won't be leaving any notes, I've talked to everyone important in my life about suicide enough that they understand everything I'd want to say, anyway. I have my SN and medications at the ready, much to my girlfriend's dislike. But I'm ready, should the worst come to the worst. I'm not even suicidal anymore ATM, but I'm ready! I just need to take the antiemetics, propranolol, pain killers and indigestion tablets, and I'm ready for SN within one hour. But right now, life's ok, and I guess manageable. Although if my dad were to die, and my gf were to die or leave me and throw me out, I'd be alone, scared, defenceless against homelessness, and the only power I'd have left besides the good will of strangers and people in the government, and the very limited amount of money I have is to kill myself. I might take that opportunity. It's hard to say. I could call my brother and ask if I could stay at his. But if he does too, then I'd have nowhere and no-one. I'd be at the mercy of cold systems and strangers. Once I'm homeless, my chance to CTB would be severely diminished so I'd have to CTB before then. I suppose by that point I'd have very little hope to cling onto, very little of anything to cling onto. So I should CTB in that scenario. Which is why I have SN ready. It'll last until that day comes. I just hope I die naturally before those around me do. But technically, I'm ready. It just needs 60 minutes, and another 2 hours to be dead and gone forever.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Do you mean emotionally? Probably, but I'd be scared.

I'd need to go through all of my shit and donate most of it so my family doesn't have to deal with it while they're grieving. Idk if I could do it in 24 hours.

 

[Hypocrite_]

Nope, I want to do the 3 day SN regiment. Just seems like a good idea to build up metoclopramide in the system.

Sounds like a great regime. Can you perhaps point me to the quintessential resources on how to accomplish the 3 day SN regime? Thank you.

 

[vultureilse]

emotionally im ready but theres a few things that i gotta do before doing it, just throwing some stuff out wiping my devices deleting accounts etc. im currently in the process of doing all that i think id probably manage to finish it under 24 hours if i had to. after thats done ill be fully ready though

 

[Forever Sleep]

Sounds like a great regime. Can you perhaps point me to the quintessential resources on how to accomplish the 3 day SN regime? Thank you.

I think something similar to this- although I'd probably go for 30mg (3 lots of 10mg) each day. I think 30mg is the maximum recommended dose in a day:

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[sigil_sara]

I have begun fasting to CTB with SN tomorrow morning

 

[DreamEnd]

I have begun fasting to CTB with SN tomorrow morning

Good luck to you. Keep us posted if you want

 

[sigil_sara]

Good luck to you. Keep us posted if you want

Thank you, I will

 

[absolomonisgone]

Very ready. Waiting for everything to finally get f*cd up final excuse

 

[sheepgirl]

Nope. I used to be super impulsive about this kinda thing. But now I would need weeks-months to plan an attempt, have things organised, say goodbyes etc.

 

[outrider567]

Are you ready if you have 24 hours to catch the bus?

My choice is full suspension hanging, and I always have a "kit" ready that includes a rope and chin-up bar that can be attached to a door.
While my choice is CTB at the point where I slip into old age and my quality of life deteriorates (No nursing home for me), I always know I confront an urge to do it sooner every so often.

If the urge is strong, and I have the opportunity and location, I want to be able just to do it without much thought.
So I feel ready.

What are your thoughts and sense of readyness?

I'm always ready, would take less than a minute--Nitrogen--Turn the tank on, turn the flowmeter to 15 LPM, and then put the EEBD hood on

 

[epic]

No I still think there is some juice to be squeezed out of life . 1 day is too soon.

 

[nyctophilic]

no, i'd need a lot of time to write a good note.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

I feel very much like you do and my answer is definitively yes. Your question assumes that I only could commit suicide within the next 24 hours and afterwards never again. From a recent stay in intensive care I know that it can easily happen that I am not able anymore to kill myself. I am 67 and don´t want to end in a nursing home. So, in my situation it is never too early to commit suicide but it can easily be too late.

I am more than ready, I know more than enaugh about hanging, have a rope ready and a suitable "gallows" at home and in a remote forest.

 

[weightedrocks]

Not at all.

 

[LateForTheBus]

Emotionally, I am ready. Logistically, I'm not there yet. I still have things I need to put in order first.

 

[Tory123]

In theory, yes, however since my method of choice is sort of unorthodox, i first have to test it would actually work.

However headspace wise Im not there yet

 

[SuicideDreams]

If N were available hell yes.

 

[Vivacious_Vee]

Are you ready if you have 24 hours to catch the bus?

My choice is full suspension hanging, and I always have a "kit" ready that includes a rope and chin-up bar that can be attached to a door.
While my choice is CTB at the point where I slip into old age and my quality of life deteriorates (No nursing home for me), I always know I confront an urge to do it sooner every so often.

Hi
have a free standing chin up bar here, and a pull up bar for door. Just need to make sure it does not fall over if I move around??? The one for the door does not have attachments, no idea where to get them.... I want to do this within the next 24 hours.... Searching this site over and over, trying to find the right things... Might get some JD at the shop and some ice cream, then come back drink and catch the bus but worried the thing will fall over if I swing around? Or will I deffo blank out?

 

[willitpass]

I am ready if the need arises. I have my rope, I just need to get some electrical tape so I can cut it a little shorter, and I have yet to go scouting for a tree but that could be picked on short notice if need be. The nice thing about hanging is all I need is that rope and I'm ready whenever the time comes.

 

[ferret-in-a-sock]

100% if I committed to it.
Least in a psychotic mental state like I am now, 100%. If I really got it in my head "We HAVE to do it in 24 hours or X happens" I am incredibly good at doing anything When given external deadlines and firm rules I'm great at achieving goals.

 

[delusionalgirl]

Thanks to insomnia…. I haven't slept since Friday….. yes yes I could

 

[Vivacious_Vee]

Of course, I have less than 24 hours as it happens. But as with other things, it is just getting more complicated All I am looking to do is catch my bus..... I already have a seat, I am happy with myself, I just want to get on my bus.... I am ready..

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'd be ready! CO method

 

[Zulu]

Yeah, I could exit right now to be honest. I have everything I need. Still go back and forth over whether to use a shotgun or a revolver in the mouth. Really hard to pull the trigger when you know there's a bullet resting in the chamber though. Mentally, while I do dwell on it regularly, I'm not sure I'm quite ready yet. Still have a little bit of hope, as annoying as that is. Plus there's still 3-4 loved ones that need me, so there is that. But at least my method is there for whenever the time does finally come. I prefer being prepared in advance rather than waiting last minute.

 

[SpiderLink]

Are you ready if you have 24 hours to catch the bus?

My choice is full suspension hanging, and I always have a "kit" ready that includes a rope and chin-up bar that can be attached to a door.
While my choice is CTB at the point where I slip into old age and my quality of life deteriorates (No nursing home for me), I always know I confront an urge to do it sooner every so often.

If the urge is strong, and I have the opportunity and location, I want to be able just to do it without much thought.
So I feel ready.

What are your thoughts and sense of readyness?

I want to go at my own pace. I don't think I should rush the process and regret. But there's definitely times where I get so desperate that I feel I must take that action