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WhiteSkinRedBlood

WhiteSkinRedBlood

Member
Aug 17, 2025
15
You have access to every method, all will 100% work, you can do it anywhere you want, you can control how much pain there is or if there's none at all, and you have contact with everyone you've ever known.
So what would your dream CTB plan be?
What would you want to say to people before you go? Or would you just skip it?
Is there anything you'd want to do before you die?
Go to any certain place before you die or as you die?
Give people advice? Argue with those you've never liked?

Personally, I would want to die next to the one I love with a gunshot to my head.
Have the time to write a lengthy note for my family detailing all my problems and events I've been through and the thoughts I've had throughout my life. Then give a long speech to the one I love, and end it right after.
 
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offbalance

All I want is peace
Dec 16, 2021
282
I would use Nembutal… quick and painless
 
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TBONTB

Paragon
May 31, 2025
904
Oh, what a dream. Of course I would love the drugs of MAID. I'd love to take them with my dearly beloved. I would choose a tropical beach cabana, after a loving party saying goodbye to my loved ones.

Of course if I could wish something true, I'd rather just wish my problems away and stay here a bit longer.
 
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ventiswine

ventiswine

a mistake
Oct 1, 2025
9
I'd write a small msg to my family that they are not to blame. and to my friends that i appreciate putting up with my shit.
for the method i would prefer smth calm that would be a bit for me to slip away peacefully maybe smoke a cigarette or have a drink while waiting for wtv i am using to kick in and just put me to sleep.
 
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copioushopelessness

Member
Aug 27, 2025
87
OD or gunshot. I probably wouldn't leave a note. I'm not sure what I would say. If anything I'd like to tell a couple people how they fucked me up, but it's pointless. I feel like the act itself would say it for me.
There's two people I'd like to hug before I go. But im alone, no one wants anything to do with me.
 
flip_bug

flip_bug

Member
Oct 2, 2025
6
You have access to every method, all will 100% work, you can do it anywhere you want, you can control how much pain there is or if there's none at all, and you have contact with everyone you've ever known.
So what would your dream CTB plan be?
What would you want to say to people before you go? Or would you just skip it?
Is there anything you'd want to do before you die?
Go to any certain place before you die or as you die?
Give people advice? Argue with those you've never liked?

Personally, I would want to die next to the one I love with a gunshot to my head.
Have the time to write a lengthy note for my family detailing all my problems and events I've been through and the thoughts I've had throughout my life. Then give a long speech to the one I love, and end it right after.
Heroin OD
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,134
No doubt I'd use Nembutal. I wouldn't have anything to say to anybody simply because there is no one in my life to say anything to. I don't really have a "bucket" list, per say, of things I want to do, but a couple months ago I did manage to drag myself to a horse ranch and do some trail riding one last time. A couple other things that I wouldn't "mind" doing, I'm not going to be able to make happen, so I'm not going to worry about pursuing them. They're no big deal, really. Just would have been nice. But, that's ok.
 
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