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Wait-Bus

Student
Sep 20, 2022
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If you could book an appointment for an assisted suicide - no questions asked - would you book an appointment this week?

I thought about it - and its no. I want to be totally responsible for my actions to CTB. I don't want to give that up to someone else, even if they are carrying out my wishes.
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
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Idk. I think I would tbh
 
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John-LW

Member
Sep 3, 2022
38
Tomorrow night. Gives me a day to write out when I need to write out.
 
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tiny_dancer

tiny_dancer

Student
Aug 23, 2022
136
I would for sure. I would book my appointment for about a month from now.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,855
To me it sounds ideal going to one of the assisted suicide clinics but there are none in my country. If I had that option, then I definitely would ctb that way. I think that it sounds like the best way to ctb as there is no secrecy and research of methods involved and no risk of the method failing. I really envy those who ctb that way.
 
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Al0neAlwayz

Al0neAlwayz

In the end, it doesn't even matter...
Sep 10, 2022
65
Absolutely without a doubt. Today, tomorrow, first available... No hesitation, no looking back. Where do I sign?
 
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On Replay

On Replay

What a day What a day
Sep 23, 2022
279
My first thought was "Abbbbsolutley"
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
This minute.
 
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ManicPanic2018

ManicPanic2018

Night of the final day
Sep 11, 2022
182
If I could die at home, absolutely. If I had to visit a clinic, I'd rather die at home with SN.
 
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Banshee

Student
Oct 25, 2021
154
I'd book it right now. If they were closed, I'd wait outside until they opened like it was some big box store release.
 
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RubySimon

Genderless and hopeless
Oct 13, 2018
30
Without a doubt. I would wait eagerly for the end of all this pain
 
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colkohice

colkohice

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Sep 27, 2022
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I would had booked an appointment for last week.
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
1,329
For now
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,798
Need leave now
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
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idk... but it would be an opportunity not to be missed.
 
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whitefeather

whitefeather

Thank the gods for Death
Apr 23, 2020
521
YES.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
I'll need an immediate appointment! As I slip a $100 bill into the booking persons hand!😋
 
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[_______]

•In No Hurry•
Sep 26, 2022
15
Maybe not this week, but within the next 3 months or so? Absolutely.
 
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Sick of it all

It's only a matter of time and I'm running out
Aug 17, 2022
214
I'm pretty sure I would. Especially if that's the only time it would be available.
 
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Chronicillness

Chronicillness

Experienced
Jun 19, 2018
236
I would accept that offer, yes, but only if I could go alongside a couple other SS members.
 
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toasterbath

toasterbath

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Jun 26, 2022
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I want to be totally responsible for my actions to CTB. I don't want to give that up to someone else, even if they are carrying out my wishes.
Would you feel responsible if you were the one self administrating pills for example? Personally I just really want out whether that be through my own hands or with the help of another person.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Not yet, I need to find out what happens with my life first. If I could die with someone who had no other way to die, than I might.
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
751
No. Will do it by myself. Maybe a personal partnership for mutual assistance and resource sharing, but no professional assistance and no witness.

And, of course, no livestream of my death, just a goodbye.
 
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ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
860
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. EFAD219A 4B6A 4C7E 94D0 C0F79539F8CB
 
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hamvil

hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
650
I would book and I would go to the appointment, if I would do until the end I am not sure.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
I would. The walls keep closing in on me and so far this week has been a nightmare.
 
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Mofreeko

Mofreeko

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
478
Yes. Definitely.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Yes definitely. I woke up this morning with the strongest urge yet to ctb soon.
 
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that_guy2611

that_guy2611

Student
Mar 17, 2018
189
Yeah i would.
 
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nopride86

nopride86

Student
Mar 16, 2022
135
I would be tempted, but they would probably require you to come into a facility to perform it. If they just handed me a couple bottles of N and sent me home, that's a different story. I'd rather just do it alone, away from things and people that bring me anxiety.

Now if I was elderly, or disabled in some way, perhaps I'd be more willing to go to a facility or have a nurse come to me.
 
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