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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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Oct 28, 2025
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What would your ideal way to die be?

I would like to die in my mother's arms. I just wanna curl up on her lap like a sick cat and stop breathing. I would go peacefully if I knew she wouldn't even think of me when I'm gone.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,058
Alone in my bed while I'm sleeping. Perfect death.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
616
Alone in my bed while I'm sleeping. Perfect death.
10 years ago I begged God maybe 100 times before going to bed to let me please die in my sleep. Sadly I'm still here.
 
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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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Oct 28, 2025
17
I think I understand. I've spent so much time in bed that it feels natural to rot there, I guess
 
malimalilina

malimalilina

𝘩𝘪𝘬𝘬𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪
Dec 14, 2025
1
i want to look beautiful when i die, i know that sounds self centred but i refuse to die ugly, any way that makes me beautiful i will accept
 
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pellisetossium

pellisetossium

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i want to look beautiful when i die, i know that sounds self centred but i refuse to die ugly, any way that makes me beautiful i will accept
Same, for my own sake and whoever who finds me. I spent a life obsessed with my appearance, it wouldn't make sense to die unsightly
 
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Alpacachino

Alpacachino

How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
356
10 years ago I begged God maybe 100 times before going to bed to let me please die in my sleep. Sadly I'm still here.
There was a time I used to do this every night before bed. Eventually I realised it's just not going to happen. It's also one of the many reasons I just don't believe in God anymore.
 
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MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
4,757
Chocolate overdose
 
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Moroze

Defect
Aug 9, 2023
194
Hanging
 
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NaiveRealist

NaiveRealist

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Nov 24, 2025
10
As long as it involves no pain, I don't care how it happens.
 
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monkeybone

monkeybone

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Nov 8, 2025
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U said no pain nor risk of failure? Damn probably drinking beer while watching a movie my fav hobby 🖤
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
283
Fleeing from the police, who are tailing me on the freeway, when I accelerate to 150 Mph going up a hill, and as I get over the hill, I see another line of police cars facing me with the police pointing their weapons so I slow down, get out of the car, and run at them as fast as I can while holding a weapon and firing when suddenly I feel a bullet rip through my shoulder, then my neck, then all sort of bullets just hitting me, like a hail storm of bullets, then falling to the ground and hearing some police officer say over a megaphone, as I bleed out on the asphalt, "put your hands up!" and then I pass out and die.

I'm joking, of course. It's important to follow all rules and regulations. I would like to die peacefully in my sleep while reciting prayers, that's the truth.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,218
If it weren't painful . Id go on a boat in the middle of the ocean. Legcuff or Handcuff weights to me. Id drink drink a poison and jump in the water sinking many kilometers beneath the ocean.

Its guaranteed too . U jump in the deep ocean with steel weights u will sink fast deep no way to survive if no one is around

This so the creeps would never find my body

Don't want these monsters doing autopsy.

I wish I could go to a remote forest and h2s myself maybe they won't touch an h2s body
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,024
All I want is to cease existing as peacefully and painlessly as possible with no more suffering, all I want is true permanent peace from the dreadful, cruel and torturous abomination of existence that I just always saw as a mistake, ideally I wish I could erase this existence as all I want is to never suffer again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I just hope to be permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering, for me non-existence is jus all that could ever be positive, it's just all I see as desirable.
 
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thefarter

thefarter

i don’t smoke
Dec 10, 2025
101
i would like to go very brutally, lots of blood, like a saw trap of some sort. i would want my organs to be spilling out of my body
 
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Rhombus

Member
Oct 18, 2025
38
If it weren't painful . Id go on a boat in the middle of the ocean. Legcuff or Handcuff weights to me. Id drink drink a poison and jump in the water sinking many kilometers beneath the ocean.

Its guaranteed too . U jump in the deep ocean with steel weights u will sink fast deep no way to survive if no one is around

This so the creeps would never find my body

Don't want these monsters doing autopsy.

I wish I could go to a remote forest and h2s myself maybe they won't touch an h2s body
Same for me. If drowning wasn't so painful, I think it could be considered as a beautiful way of dying. I really like water, being submerged on it specifically. Feels like being in another world where I can fly. I would like to drown while swimming to the depths of the ocean. Considering that there is no pain in this situation, I guess SI would never kick in, making it perfect. I think it would feel like falling asleep while floating. I really don't care what they will do when they find my body, as I don't hold any particular respect to it. I hope my body gets buried in a forest though, like that my flesh can help other organisms survive :)
 
TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

Dead inside
Nov 1, 2025
193
I would personally overdose with sleeping tablets.
 
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merlinghost

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Oct 20, 2025
7
car accident, but I actually die by getting run over by the ambulance
 
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qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
160
fsh is very romantic imo
 
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A_Spartan_Dead

A_Spartan_Dead

Life's sick joke is us; death is the punchline.
Dec 17, 2025
114
In the ideal scenario, I'd be in bed with all the cats (that I wasn't forced to put down or give away), a heart attack in my sleep.
 
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inkmage333

inkmage333

please just free me and let me die
Feb 18, 2025
116
Since there'd be no pain OR risk of failure, I think I'd like to OD before falling deep into the ocean to drown. I've always felt a connection with water and the ocean, so if I'm able to return to the ocean I'd like to do that. ODing would help to make me fall asleep in the water. It'd be beautiful.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,234
A 100% drink that puts me out real quick.
 
ceelobling

ceelobling

Student
Dec 29, 2025
125
I wanna jump off a bridge and land in water. I think it's instant death right? If I'm still alive, I will go unconscious as I hit the water, and then drown anyways.
 
badenddonuts

badenddonuts

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Dec 31, 2025
29
if there's no risk of pain, i'd want to drown. maybe in the ocean. it feels like a very poetic way to die, and i've always loved water.
 
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random_user

Human existence is a scam.
Jun 17, 2022
92
Bleed out or die of hypothermia on a snowy mountain top
 
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