the thing about the afterlife is, I assume, its ETERNAL. Really think about that, the concept of being conscious for ETERNITY, never ending, I've had times where I think about eternity to the point I induce anxiety and emotional panic in myself, it's horrifying to me. So for me any eternal afterlife would have to be completely perfect, never ceasing bliss.
And if we take this concept of an eternal afterlife and apply it to hell, eternal torture.....
I just hope there is no afterlife, I dont want to be conscious anymore.