If it's impossible to live by my ideals, I'm better off dead

[optimistikcynicism]

Im a hardcore anarchist. Questioned authority all around me since I was 5. Despise them. I want to live a life devoid of working for them, EVER, in any circumstance? Oh, I need an office job to pay bills? Fuck that office job. I'll stab my throat with a knife if I got no other choice. A friend of mine told me I should build a career off fighting the prejudice, exploitation, and other ills in this world, but thats borderline fucking impossible. Most organizations work within the system I despise anyway, and are generally on a volunteer-basis. And while id LOVE to do nothing but volunteer, I need some money for fucks sake. If I can't in anyway avoid this horrible systemic abuse, never work for it, im stabbing my neck with a knife

 

[capi]

My family is the same way. I hate working under people, and i never realized how much it affected me until i left my schooling. Most of my family couldnt finish schooling as well.
because of that, most of us are entrepreneurs and run our own businesses, or help each other with their businesses.
Most of the businesses arent founded on any passion or love of it, its just a job and whatever service is in demand, but atleast we are free.

 

[optimistikcynicism]

My family is the same way. I hate working under people, and i never realized how much it affected me until i left my schooling. Most of my family couldnt finish schooling as well.
because of that, most of us are entrepreneurs and run our own businesses, or help each other with their businesses.
Most of the businesses arent founded on any passion or love of it, its just a job and whatever service is in demand, but atleast we are free.

I have no reason to do a project devoid of passion